From the mouth of MEHMET DOĞAN:
She was such a beautiful girl, I didn't know that today would be my last day with her. I didn't know he had an idea to kill himself.
We didn't believe him, we all argued that he had made up memories, but the truth of the matter was that it wasn't.
We went out for dinner to celebrate the second year of our relationship. He had been very happy the last few days.
A person is very happy when he puts his mind to death, because the pain is over and it has left its place in nothingness.
As I descended the stairs, my eyes swept over her, she was beautiful and even more beautiful. SUDE ELDEM has revolutionized my life.
She wore a lace blouse over shabby black trousers with boron heels that made her equal to my height .
She was so elegant and beautiful. If I knew she was going to die, I'm sorry, if I knew she was going to kill herself, I would hug her tightly and never let go.
While I was still sealing my eyes on him, he pressed the traces of heaven to my lips, only to be more stunned.
He kissed me as if he would never kiss me again.
"Let's go, I'm hungry" she said.
We started walking. He didn't let me open the door. We didn't talk all the way.
He knew that I did not believe him, although he did not trip, he was offended by me. He was right but I , Meriç , even his best friend Bade, did not believe him .
What they said was not logical. Our only concern was to free him from these thoughts, but we had all failed.
When we came to the restaurant, he was very kind to me, he did not even bring up the subject once. He laughed a lot, he made me laugh a lot, but he was planning his death in the corners of his mind.
We went home because he said he was very tired around twelve o'clock and when we got in he sat me on the couch.
He said, "Mehmet, I love you and you know a lot, but you don't believe me, you have to believe me."
He was trying his luck one last time, looking for an excuse not to leave this world, but I told him harshly.
"Look, Sude, I thought we. Why are we talking about the same and ridiculous subject again?" I said .
He stood up without saying a word and started walking towards his room with broken steps.
I was so tired of talking about this subject that I didn't stop him, so I went to my room.
A few minutes later, I shuddered with a loud groan, the sound came from outside. When I left my room, Meriç's had gone downstairs. I walked towards the door and Meriç was right behind me.
When I opened the door, I encountered Sude's body stuck to the ground.
I walked towards him.
"Wait-water-water, get up, why are you sleeping on the floor?"
Back to Meriç
I said, "Su-Sude doesn't like to eat and sleep on the floor."
just didn't answer
He was saying, "Is it because it didn't hurt much?"
"Why should it hurt, Meriç, to tell him to sleep in his bed? Wake up in the water. Look, your body will hurt a lot tomorrow. Come on, get up."
Bade, Cenk, Zeynep were gathered around Sude and were crying.
"Why are you crying? Wake him to bed, come on," I started shouting.
Meriç is still leaning against the wall.
He was saying, "Is it because it didn't hurt much?"
Bade touched Sude's throat
“He has no pulse, no pulse, damn it,” he said.
What are you talking about Bade, what are you talking about? Wake him up. Let him go to bed.
I came to myself after Cenk walked towards me and punched me hard in the face. That's when I realized what had happened.
It was too late, his tiny body was stuck to the ground..
From Evin Acar:
When I entered the house, everyone was looking at me like I was a jerk, interrupting Bade just as he was going to start talking.
"Meriç Eldem, your brother killed himself because he lived what I went through," I said.
stood up
"What the hell are you doing?" he said.
"What am I guilty now?
I knew, but nobody helps anyone right away like that. You wanted to help me to remove the regret that your little brother created in you, didn't you?
Everyone was shocked, the most injured would be Mehmet, so he came to me and sat on the armchair as he grabbed my arm.
"Can you tell us everything you know?" he said.
"Sude is your brother who killed himself?" I asked.
"Don't say his name." squealed Meriç, not caring, I turned to Mehmet.
I just saw what I went through that day when I was trying to go home, but I still couldn't prevent it.
"Sude was having such delusions too, right?" I asked softly, nodding.
I had some delusions about that day.
The second man who entered the room showed me photos of some women they had put into this and ended in death.
Showing the photo of Mehmet
"There was also a photograph of Sude. She emphasized that she had committed suicide, she said that her family did not believe her, that they had left her alone." I said .
"He said they killed those who didn't commit suicide and remember," I said.
I saw this photo a few days ago. You should have believed it. At least I don't remember, but he, he did.
I shook my head regretfully, and just as I was about to leave, I stopped and turned to Bade.
"Sluts are people who don't stay at home, who always rub at other people's houses. Then what are you doing here?" After saying that, I walked towards the door to go.
"Stop," Meric called out, after locking myself in the place I was standing. What is it? I nodded my head.
"They don't know if you remember that day or not. Doesn't that mean they want to kill you?" he said.
When I said "don't be ridiculous" and turned around, something quickly flashed in front of my eyes and a hand quickly pulled me to itself.