PURPLE DESTİNY

STAND UP

While my eyes were trying to see as before, the impatient light around was trying to enter through the holes, I forced myself harder and opened my eyes.

I was in my bed and I thought the boy on the roof must have brought it.

I threw the blanket on me and walked towards the door. As I opened the door, the boy on the roof must have stood up because, when I opened the door completely, he was standing right in front of me.

without waiting a second

"What are you doing here?" I said. He must have thought I had forgotten:

"Did you faint?"

By interrupting:

I said "I know what happened."

He must have known that I was angry.

"I've made soup. It's on your table, you had better go to the store with a bidet," he said, and started walking towards the door.

"I didn't ask you for anything like that."

"It came from within me."

He said and walked out the door. He was dressed in black as always. Why was he doing that? It might be her favorite color, but that is too much.

I thought of the soup he made, and I walked towards the kitchen with eager and fast steps.

My kitchen table was right in front of the counter, they were almost glued to each other. My kitchen was so small.

I sat on the chair and started to drink the soup. My mouth felt like a desert. I can say that my mouth was very happy with the first spoon I put in my mouth.

It was as if my organs, where the soup had passed, were being reborn, and they were saying that I could now make an effort to heal.

With the thought of buying bread, I walked towards my refrigerator, which was standing where my counter ended. Why do you tell me when I open my fridge?

"You'd better go to the market."

I understand what you said.

I wouldn't buy much anyway, but everything I bought was rotten.

I agreed with the boy on the roof, I really had to go to the market.

Then I sat back in my chair with the thought that I would go. It was as if I had never eaten food in my life, it tasted so good that I could eat it for the rest of my life.

I was still feeling hungry when my soup was completely finished. I had better go to the market and buy something.

I took the money I had saved before and went inside.

Yes, I had to go to the market, but how was I going to do it? I thought of all the possibilities that might happen to me on the way. No, I couldn't go out.

I walked slowly towards the curtain. I tried to look at how many people were on the street by looking very little. There were too many people.

I ran to my room and took off the black hat I had put at the bottom of my closet and put it on.

I bought this hat after my parents died to protect me from people. I promised I would never wear this hat again.

Life left me in need of this hat again.

I gathered my courage and walked out the door. The stairs were the easiest. What would I do when I went out? Why was it ending so fast? The stairs were already in front of the door.

I could do it. I took a deep breath and took the first step. There was no turning back now. I moved forward with fast steps.

People had to have a problem, they would come and go and bump into me. They were all looking at me with disgust.

I couldn't take it anymore. I turned around and started walking towards my house with fast steps. My breathing became irregular.

People used to take fifteen or twenty breaths a minute, but I could only take ten breaths a minute. God wanted me to live like a half human.

As I entered, I went up to the floor of the child on the roof. I was knocking on the door like I was going to break it down. For seconds, he opened the door.

"I want to learn, I want to learn to defend myself."

I said, calmly

" But take off that hat first."

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