Am I going crazy?
I stared at the room's high ceiling as darkness filled the space. I couldn't sleep at all, my mind haunted by the memory of kissing Jasher and Genesis on the same day—one in the afternoon, the other at night.
God, I must have turned into a b***h!
I never wanted this to happen. But lately, I just can't control the desire that comes over me around these boys. Their attention, their kindness... I've never been in a relationship before, so I'm melting.
And honestly, who could resist guys like Jasher or Genesis?
Maybe this is just a rebound thing after Zach rejected me—his excuse crushed me. They say the best way to get over someone is to get under someone. But that just makes me sound like a total b***h, doesn't it?
I got out of bed because trying to sleep like this was
