Returning from school, I am already so drained. This day took a toll on me. I missed Lucus, which apparently I couldn't stop mentioning. I want him to come home. Which he will. He said he would be back this morning, you are so annoying. The voice keeps mocking me. Shut the f**k up, I want to scream at that voice but I just ignore it. In school, Ashley was getting too overly sweet with me. I guess that she also thought that I was in the verse of mental breakdown. Or maybe she saw me at my weakest yesterday. I get into my room, telling my mother that I wasn't hungry. Food was the last thing on my mind. But some weird things were going around me too. I am still so confused about that orange light. And after Luna Jasmine and I finally moved from the patio we saw a weird occurrence even

