Werefate

Chapter 2

Getting ready for school is always a hassle. Like a typical teenager I hate going to school. There are only some subjects that interest me. Literature is my most loved subject.

I love getting my nose inside a story and being lost to the world. It's not like I don't socialize but I need a time out after each visit from all the overstimulation.

So here I am getting ready for school already being irritated. Maybe it's all because my period days are coming.

I just can't wait to get my wolf. After a werewolf finally gets her wolf she only gets period when she is heat. Right now no part of mine is of wolf. After I get her she will be mine. And I will get a period, only when I am in heat . How cool is that.

I just put on a T-shirt and pants. Messy bun and my bag with my books. Before I leave my room I look around. The glowy sticker of the planets that shines bright at night and never leave me in dark. The window which I never close at night where the Goddess Moon always keep shining through. My study table and my mini library staring back at me.

I remind me I am loved. This room is mine. The wolf I get will be all mine. Just me and her. As I can never emphasize more on I love my parents but sometimes you being adopted gets to you. I just have to keep reminding myself that I am not weak. To not think about the ones that left me behind and to just move forward. Just a step to make a mile.

" Nessa. Come on. We can't get late. Lucus is waiting for us. " comes through the door. My lovely sister can't wait for meeting her lover. Cringe inside.

" No one is going empty stomach from my kitchen. " My beautiful mother, Marie is packing us the breakfast. She knows us too well. It's not the first time we were late.

She hands me the breakfast as Ashely has already gone out to meet lucus.

" Hon. Eat and make them eat. Ok? " she orders.

" Yes ma'am. " I give her a salute.

She kisses my forehead. It may feel weird for some. But I live for these moments. The moments that makes me feel love. You may say it's a abandon issue. I say I crave love.

" Have a good day honey. " She give her mama smile.

" I will. Love you Ma." The blessing to be an orphan and still receive mother's love. The power of Goddess Moon never to be unprasied for.

" Love you. " She says back before a horn interrupts our moment.

" Go before Lucus comes and carries you" she laughs. You may all think she said it as a joke. But luke the freak actually did that.

" Butterfly why do you always come late. You'll make me miss my basketball practice and the coach is going to kill me. " He scowls at me.

I give him my prettiest smile.

" I would love that. " I say so innocently. That cracks both of them up.

" You kill me sweets. " Ash says after she places Luke's hand over her thighs. Again the weird feeling comes back. So I keep my eyes outside the window. I love looking at the views. I appreciate the nature and I don't like PDA that's all. How can two people commit to themselves is just so beyond me.

Before you ask me. We live in a werewolf society but the in school is a mixed race. We cohabitate wiyh the humans. They are happy to think that the supernatural is all in books and we are happy to make them feel like muggles.

Lucus is the social butterfly, kid you not and he calls me butterfly rolls eyes. He is the most talented one. I just know it. He could make a career out of it. But I know taking the responsibility of the whole pack in future he won't do it. He is playing untill he gets his wolf. The alpha wolf.

The one that will guide our pack in future. Leads us. Develop us and makes us strong.

He is going to study Lawyer. He likes it but that's not his passion. Which just reminds me of the memory:

It was just one typical night the one filled with beautiful stars that fills the sky. Ashley was busy doing something so it was just us.

He has his hand around my shoulder. I put my head on his shoulder.

" Butterfly isn't it a beautiful night? " He gazes at the star.

My eyes finds his face.

" It is. So beautiful." I reply. " Can you really leave basketball? " I was genuinely curious.

" Yes. I am going to be the Alpha someday. It's what written for me. I can't fight the fate of being an Alpha. But I do protest on the Goddess giving me a mate. My mate will be of my choice. It will be Ashley. " He says it so confidently.

I love him . But he is really cocky. I hate it when he says it like that. Like he is challenging Goddess to just give him someone else.

My childhood friend. I used to sleep with him during sleep overs. I, him and Ashley. I don't know when Ashley and lucus became one leaving me all behind. One day we three were an us. Then it was just me and them.

One day lucus used to watch all the Harry Potter movies with me on the Friday night. And the next day it was their date night. It was a Sunday pancake tradition for us now it's their trandition. I love them but they still make me feel so alone.

" I won't lie. You know how I love basketball but as you always say it is what the Goddess decided for me. It will always be the only thing she decides for me." He stares at my face to deny him.

Oh my sweet friend how many times do I tell you never to question the Goddess Moon. She is nevertheless the creator. She made us so she has the power to destroy us.

I don't give him a reply but just cuddle close to him.

I still ignore the unease when Lucus and Ashley kisses each other when they part. Lucus goes to the parctice and Ashley to her class. I was just going my way when a hand pulls me to a chest.

But it wasn't of some stranger. I know his feel since childhood.

" You were quiet in the car ride. Your thoughts were speaking so loud. " Lukes voice soothes me. The boiling in my stomach subsides.

I put my hands in his arm .

" It's nothing. Some days it is what is it. " I give him my usual reply. The one he is used to.

Luke kisses my hair. Oh how warm it feels. Like the sun light after a dark stormy night.

" Don't be so quite butterfly. Buzz"

As his warm hand leaves my body. I feel empty but I will never admit it even to myself. He is hers. My sister Ashley's.