THE SECRET

The dramatic shift

as we make our way deeper in to the forest I could hear my wolf howling I'm my head

"dont worry randy I'm going to help you through it"

will it hurt? I ask her

"it will hurt but we will walk through it together just do as I say"

at this point there's only me,dad and mom walking all the people including my brothers are left behind and as I was about to take another step ndony said to look up and when I did it looked like the trees made way for the moon to be visible and something in me told me that this is the place.

"strip" she said ! so I told my parents and mom gave me a towel she was holding and told me to go behind a tree to undress.when I came out I was in nothing but just the towel I was given and just when I reached where they were standing I felt a very painful Crack of bones on my back and let out a very painful scream that was head through out the pack lands. mom and dad both came prushing to either side of me and just like that I felt a very hot liquid flowing on my spine to my legs and the cracking sound was to my legs, as the pain continued with me screaming my lungs out my lower body became that of a wolf and my upper body was still human.

but ndony was not responding no more,she was silent and it was still painful. 'ndony?

I called to her but nothing. my mom was rubbing circles on my back whispering "you can do it baby" to me,I felt so cold and was shivering so my dad hugged me with his body for a good 30 minutes. I was no longer crying but still felt pained and I kept calling and calling for my wolf."randy please relax your body and stop pushing, you are blocking me from completing the shift " my wolf said in my mind.so I relaxed my body and felt her take over my body, I have never felt pain like that in my whole life but it was all over in a blink of an eye as I stood on all fours, Ndony was so beautiful she was white as snow and her paws looked manicured, her white fur was thick. my mom and dad all stood and ndony howled so all the people started shifting and started running in wolf form. just then I started hearing voices, many of them all at once. it was overwhelming and confusing. Randy go with you brothers to the west border and your father and I will led the pack towards the north you don't look fine baby! my mom's worried voice over powered all them voices I was hearing so I changed course and started running to the west with James and Joshua on my tail.

it felt like we were running for days and with hearing my two brothers arguing among them selfs whether to stop me or not I felt a presence in front of us, ndony raised her ears and stopped running, so did my brothers because they couldn't understand why I stopped I senced that it was still far ahead so we started running again, when I felt that it was now near I stopped running and started walking, my brothers looked like they can now sence it so they invaded my mind with their panicked thoughts. James was on some 'Randy this could be dangerous' and Josh was like 'nunu if anything happens I want you to run to the western border will take care of everything',

but I was not scared, aleast I was the least scared among us,I was curious. and in front of us a guy got down from a tree, a very tall man wearing nothing but a black truck pants and he was barefoot. the wind was blowing from his direction to ours and his scent hit me like a wall of bricks.he smelt like old books mixed with dried lavender leaves, it was mouthwatering. "mate" ndony said to me and started walking to the strange

, but this man was no stranger. he looked familiar and then it hit me, the man form the academy, the dark guy I met earlier in the academy. I stood where I was and heard my brothers growling at the dark man with pale skin and toned looking biceps. I looked at his face and he had beautiful eyes and I saw his sexy lips turn in to a smile,this man was smiling at me but ndony was hesitating to go to him even though every part of our being wanted him. the dark man took a few steps towards me, James blocked his way standing in front of me and in that instance of not having the wind blowing in my nose I felt and smiled another presence, I turned and then a tall black shiny wolf stood before me. it looked at me with admiration and love, It smelt like fresh lavender mixed with the smell of soil after it had rained. "mate" oh dear goddess I want to taste him!

what the f**k did u just say! I say in my mind,

did u just say mate..again to a different person? AND why do they both smell of lavender? the yummy smiling wolf comes near me and place a kiss on my nose and start growling at the dark man too. I'm so confused at this point I don't know what's what, thats when darkness consumed me.