*Calvin* Mace runs until every bit of our body is sore. The exhaustion in my muscles feels so good. I go to the lake and find Michael sitting on the ground beside it. “Sorry,” I tell him. I shouldn’t have made him wait so long. He waves me off. “You needed to run. What the hell is going on?” I sit beside him, embarrassed to talk to anyone about it. “She kissed me.” “OK?” he asks. “With her tongue,” I continue. “That’s normal, Calvin,” he shrugs. I sigh. “I started to get hard.” “And? That’s completely normal.” “Not when your mate spent a year locked away and being raped,” I point out. “That can’t happen. I can’t scare her.” He nods. “I think you have to talk to her about this.” “I can’t,” I protest. “I don’t want to push her away, and I don’t want it to seem like I’

