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An Unexpected life, 1995-96
September 02
Dear Self,
I can barely write this. But I must because I can't ignore it anymore. I'M PREGNANT! OMG…I can't believe I'm actually writing this. And you know what's worse? I don't know who the father is. I think my last period was the week before Chaz left. We made love twice that week. Then two weeks later, I was with Danny. Jesus…I don't even know his last name. I spotted blood in July and thought it was because I've been so emotional over Chaz. But my body is showing changes. I went to the Doctor yesterday and it's official. I'm due in April. I don't know what to do. Pam is the only one I told 'cause we're supposed to move to Kelowna in December and start schooling in January. How do I tell Mom? She'll be so disappointed in me. And Dad? He'l
