I hurried. I did everything I wanted, the flowers were here, the main course was ready, the room was well cleaned and I was ready to take a long bath and groom myself. No matter how much the work is, the grooming and pampering always made it worth it. Sitting in the bath with some good music on and wine in the hand relaxing and thinking of nothing and no one, that's my definition of self love.
My dress I was going to put on was on the bed, the bells were sitting beside the bed near vanity, my cosmetics and other lotions that would make me smell like a snack were ready to do their magic, after smelling like cream and chicken I thought it was time I have myself some special treatment, my eyes didn't move from the clock, I had to keep the track of time.
Josh wasn't back, and even if he ca
