Last week Josh came with me to my house. I have felt at peace, like actually a peace of mind, I'm not worried that I have to stay afraid of what or who might come and get him, I didn't want to, because I knew in my watch I'll never let anyone take him. I tried to convince Josh the third day that we should file a domestic violence complaint against him but he denied yet again. We both broke into an argument, we were shouting at each other trying to get our points in each other's head but no amount of shouting or yelling and throwing hands in the air helped, at last I was the one who backed out and left his room, he didn't see that I was only saying that for his safety and I wasn't seeing that he was doing it for our safety, especially me and Lilith. When I walked outside Magnus startled

