There was an exhausting struggle in my mind, reaching the level of the fundamental conflict that occurs within us as we navigate between will, desires, emotions, and thoughts. Just as words are moving me now, in those moments that saturate my ignorance and continue to pave my life with paths more violent than before, exploiting this ignorance to exploit my thoughts and isolate me from a state of readiness to defend myself, my soul, and my being, it deeply drives me to dive into strong thoughts wrapped in negative emotions and a strong curiosity to know more, even though the situation doesn't allow it. As this black creature now grips my shoulder, lifting me off the ground and sinking his teeth into my flesh without care, knowing that a little effort on his part could make me dead now, and

