My heart has always outweighed my mind when it comes to decisions and thoughts about the ones I love. Honestly, I have never loved anyone more in my life than my mother and father. So, my mind sent a clear message to my heart that the question troubling me has no easier answer than expressing it clearly: my mother WASN'T selfish when she planned, wished, and went through the magic of conceiving me, seeking a source of happiness after enduring long suffering, perhaps more than the miserable life I have lived. To finally obtain your love after all this effort, but for it to become a cursed love that deprives you of the most important aspect of love, which is offspring and children, is extremely sad and gloomy. My mother suffered, and like any natural being, she will think of making herself a
