Am I agreeing to Lucian as my Mate? Should I agree to someone like him to be my only life partner forever? Do I have the strength and ability to make such a strong decision that concerns my future now? Will everything be fine with him, or will I regret my decision? Especially since regret comes to me multiplied every time I challenged myself and made strong decisions, the last of which was the decision I made to help Seth escape from here safely without being attacked by the Pack members. Here I am regretting not reporting his presence in my closet and risking receiving blame and being accused of betraying the Pack. Ugh! My head is about to explode from thinking too much about everything that is happening to me and I have foolishly gotten myself into it, but at least I was somewhat reliev

