Wrapped in his sheets

WRAPPED IN HIS SHEETS

It's been three weeks since then. He hasn't woken up yet. The royal doctor says that he is stable, but his body isn't responding. like he has given up. Duke says that he can't get any response from Sebastian's wolf either. 

I would never forgive myself if he loses his wolf, and neither will he. 

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I missed dinner again. Third day this week. It seems like time travels faster nowadays. Just a little while ago, I could see the sun rays falling on his beautiful face. The only time I saw him conscious, he had a constant frown etched on his face. But now, his face had no frown or hurt look in them, just peaceful.

This is how I spend all my days. At times I call Lily and Steve to know the whereabouts of my pack. The rest of the times, I spend in this ward. It is like a small hospital, in one corner of the mansion, with doctors, nurses and few hospital equipment.  

During lunch, the Queen comes personally to call me, so that I don't miss it. Some times the she-wolf, whose name I got to know was Bree, would come. Her hostility towards me is less nowadays. That's a relief. 

As the clock strikes eleven, I leave and go to my room. More like his room. At first I had decided to spend my nights in this ward, but then the King told me to stay in his room, saying Sebastian wouldn't mind.

'More like ordered you'

Yeah I was a bit hesitant at first.

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His room was dark, it looked like hell. Red and black walls, with a king size bed at the center. The ceilings had red lights underneath them. The only bright thing was the curtains. White.

An odd liking, but his liking nonetheless.

I slip of of the clothes I was wearing, and slipped into his clothes. During the day I would wear my own clothes, but at night, his scent brought me comfort.

Although no one has given up hope, the doctors have said that there are no changes in his condition, only that he is stable.

Is this how my life is going to be, alone, without him? Taking in his scent through his clothes, spending my whole day beside his motionless body, wrapped in his sheets, for a sense of comfort?