No magic here

the end was my beginning

fine im leaving shane.. i don't care about your new s*x toy i don't care what u have to say about it this time im sick of your tears and all of the forgiveness i have gave u over and over again .. punch punch kick slap.. b***h i said you were staying did it sound like i was asking? i just informed you not to talk or ask her anything. do as your told. i don't know why you thought you could talk to me like that.. cough i put my hand to my mouth and see my blood in my hand and now im pissed i have never fought back but f**k this so i take my right hand and punched him with everything in me and he is out cold i say as im leaving f**k you and your bitches and u keep everything im gone and i take my car keys leaving everything behind and leave..............6 months later.......... order up one b.l.t with extra cheese.. think god i get off in an hour this is unbearable here or maybe im just excited about my date tonight with steven... hello earth to anna wheres my b.l.t if u don't have it done don't yell that it is ugh i don't know why my husband still has u working here your always day dreaming.. i look at here this lady never liked me i swear i cant even remember her name she never here and every time she is she gives me hell you would think i could at least remember the thought makes me smile and her face turns red oh shoot i forgot to answer so i say really fast it will not happen again and it came out like a soooorrrryyyyitwilllneverhappenagainmiss she puffs and storms off so i guess ill be taking this out to table 8 ugh i really hate dealing with people. . as i turn the corner i see steven what the f**k he didn't know i was working today and what i see make my blood boil he is standing there talking to sandy the other cook leaving small kissing down her neck ARE U SERIOUS RIGHT NOW.. They dont even see me and my hands start to Trimble and I dropped the plate.. and they both look over steven just ignores me like we haven't been dating for a year and sandys face is pale i will give him she is very pretty with whiteish color hair to her shoulders and deep almost black almond shaped eyes standing at probably 5ft 2in or maybe shorter i dont know steven has jet black hair and a ripped body and the lightest green eyes i have ever seen standing at 6ft.. i run past them to my car i dont really need this job anyway f**k them and all of this im crying so hard i know i shouldnt drive i knoe its a bad idea i seen a thousand movies about it but i see steven coming i cant deal with this please not again i will not be this person again so i step on the gas going over the curb almost hitting steven i hit the highway knowing its the fastest way home i really thought he was going to marry me we were going to have a bunch of babys and live happily ever after how come my life is never easy why oh why im not really seeing where im going i try to dry my eyes to see so i take my tissues out of the dash and dab them a bit and i start to think of all the signs i missed again maybe love is blind because i sure as hell didn't put 2 and 2 together no wander why he didnt want to move in with me or vise verse ni wander he was never answering just then i look up and see a bunny run across the road i try to swerve to miss it and im going 80mph and i hit my brakes i think i already passed the cliff but my car is starting to spin out of control ohh no no no i see the cliff stop car stop im yelling hitting the brake its no use so i try to put my seat belt on as fast as i can im falling fast my eyes are wide open watching everything my car is almost to the ground now i close my eyes will i guess i had a shitty life i laugh to myself im sitting there for a good 5min and nothing just when i thought i was having some miracle i feel a bounce and a bit of pain and open my eyes and look around what just happen??? where am i?