The tears I'd been holding for so long made their way out and my mom choked on a sob as she hugged me. I panted, choked and cried; my body heaving uncontrollably as I clutched to the pain in my chest. "I-I can't live without her and it's....it's so f*****g hard" "I know, I know" My mom said and I knew she was trying hard not to cry "It's gonna be okay" "No it's...n-not" I said "I did all of this to her...If it wasn't for me she-" I trailed on crying like a child. No one would ever see this side of me except my mom or my mate. "Now you listen to me Ethan Lytton" My mom said lifting my head so I could look at her "The rogues did this to her and she's going to be okay do you hear me?" I stayed silent for a while before nodding "Now when she wakes up, if she can't change anymore you're gonn

