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Ode To Life
How dare you laugh at my victory
Do you know what you've done
Dont you dare mock my insanity
When she's the one holding the gun
I thought I could trust your kindness
I thought I believed in you
But this mirror looks poisonous
It's getting harder to see through
Please just stop for a second
Stop beating me down
My soul is completely spent
Just take a look around
Blink the hatred out of your eyes
And look what I've become
This is where my sorrow lies
But can you see the shining sun
Can you find the moon light
Or the burning stars
Do you have a place to watch the daylight
Or a golden spot thats ours
Can u hear the sweet birds chirping
Or the crickets when it becomes dusk
The choir has stopped singing
The world has completely hushed
I feel like I don't know where I'm going
And the room is full of quick sand
I can't handle the stones your throwing
I can't catch them on command
I've never been good at this game
But at least I was lined up to try
The rotations all feel the same
And the stones have become dry
A.D. Small
September 4, 2025
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Old Poetry
You remind me of an old poem, that I wrote long ago
I really didn't know where it was going, but with time the words began to grow
The words caught light and refracted a melody
And became bent as they grew
Who knew I'd be speaking about you and me
And slowly a tangled web came into view
I picked up all the fragments, and pasted the words upon this page
what a huge development, when the world is your stage
With growth it became beautiful inspiring even the weakest of poets
It gradually slopes into the inevitable
Upon this blurry paper is where it sits
You are the muse to my ideology
The hope that grows inside my soul
A link that I thought has broken me
And taken more than it's toll
But through these pages your face comes into view
Something I wasn't really expecting to find
And with enough ink this story grew
And captured my spirit and mind
A.D. Small
January 30, 2024
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Peacekeeper
Dark Anubian princess
Daughter of the Nile
You ran from the process
Before you could be led down the isle
You was chosen for this role
To be the peacekeeper of the universe
To take the title as a whole
Chosen to endure this curse
Why do you hide from destiny
Why do you run from yourself
On the point of insanity
You run from your own wealth
You throw down your own crown
And turn away from your own alter
You run from your own town
Each step is steady you never falter
With the quickness of a serpents tongue
You would throw all of it away
Just to breathe with your own lung
Inside of a hole you would rather stay
Instead of becoming this fate
You would rather run
Before the clock strikes too late
And your holding a shaking gun
If you stay you could do great things
You could become stronger inside
So flap your obsidian wings
And let all the anger subside
Embrace the cleansing rain
Become one with who you are
To trust outside of the pain
And rise up like a shining star
You don't have to hold onto the pain
You can let all of that go
Wash it all off in this rain
And like a butterfly you can grow
A.D. Small
February 21, 2022
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Pit Stop
There once was a boy from Iowa
Who drove a 87' Corolla
He ran out of gas
At long last
He took a sip of his Cola
A.D. Small
July 5, 2022
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Pocket
If I had one single pocket
I would turn this key to unlock it
I would cram in a rocket
And fly away from the world's shit
If I could shove all of my feelings inside
I would fill it full and wide
It would burst like a rip tide
And flow out from every side
I would push all of the world's hate over the edge
I would throw it off of a ledge
Stand over it and take a pledge
Then grow another hedge
I would let the moon shine over me
Dance in the glow freely
Laugh like I can't see
Then kiss you slowly
I would give this pocket to you
So you can make something new
Maybe you can build something true
And put it back on me with super glue
I trust you with my soul
You could make this thing whole
Building with you is my goal
But this pocket takes its toll
A.D. Small
July 13, 2022
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Rainstorm
If I could sing a melody
What song would you like to hear
Would it come for me
And flow into your ear
Watch the oceans rejoice
As the lyrics flow out
Would they have a choice
If the voices scream and shout
Would the Earth begin to crumble
Under our feet
Would my body tremble
AS your voice becomes sweet
Would I dance in this rain
As I sing this song
Thunder makes me insane
As you dance along
You are my love, my fighter, my everything
Sometimes I forget to tell you
But as I begin to sing
The love shines through
I'm sorry for being ugly
That's not fair
I'm sorry for causing insanity
And making you rip out what's left of your hair
I hope you can forgive me
For everything that I've done
You make me so happy
You've helped me see the sun
I will try to treat you better
Even on my darkest days
No matter the weather
I love you in so many ways
A.D. Small
June 6, 2023
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Reality
When the boom
Hits the moon
At the top of the room
Than you obviously assume
That you can take
More than you can consume
A.D. Small
January 25, 2019
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