Chapter 1:The Girl No One Reads Twice

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Zaria Brooks knew how to be invisible. Over the years, she had perfected it. She sat in the corners of lecture halls. She ate lunch quickly so no one could comment on her food. She laughed at unfunny jokes just to keep the attention off herself. Usually, it worked. Today, it didn't. "Oh my God, is that the same sweater from Tuesday?" Bianca Sinclair’s voice cut through the cafeteria. She didn't even look at Zaria, but everyone else did. Zaria didn't look up from her laptop. She had learned that flinching only encouraged people like Bianca. She kept typing in her document, letting the laughter around her feel like background noise. The comment stung, but not because of the fashion. Zaria only owned four sweaters, and laundry cost quarters she didn't have. She saved her work, closed her laptop, and took one slow breath. Her shift at the library started in eleven minutes. Grant Hall was a six-minute walk. As she walked, she passed Professor Adrian Knight's office. Knight was a man people noticed, though he didn't seek attention. He was just there, like a room with great lighting. He was standing by his window, staring at a printed page with total focus. Zaria recognized the page. It was her essay—the clean version she had submitted under an alias. The department used aliases for paid student assistants, so professors wouldn't know which broke student they were paying. She kept walking before he could see her. This wasn't the first time Professor Knight had read her work without knowing it was hers. Recently, his feedback on the research portal had changed. He sounded more engaged. Once, he had written a long paragraph starting with, "I disagree, and here's why, and I'd like to know if you disagree with me back." Professors didn't talk to interchangeable assistants that way. Zaria told herself it didn't matter. He didn't know her name. She suspected that if he knew his "brilliant anonymous assistant" was actually the "fat girl in the front row who never talks," he would stop caring. People admired minds; they rarely kept admiring them once they saw the face. She got to Grant Hall with two minutes to spare. For the next four hours, she focused on reshelving books. Keeping her body busy was the only way to quiet her mind. Around the third hour, a first-year student asked her for a book recommendation. For eleven minutes, Zaria forgot to be careful. She talked with her hands and pulled three books off the shelf from memory. The girl’s boredom turned into real interest. For a moment, Zaria felt like the version of herself that nobody on campus actually knew. When the girl left, the feeling faded. There was nowhere on campus to keep that version of herself alive. During her break, Zaria checked her phone. A notification from the portal awaited her: Your reading of the final scene changes my argument. She read it again. Some sentences are worth reading twice just to feel the same spark. By 9:00 PM, the quad was empty and dark. Out of habit, Zaria glanced at the office window as she walked past. The light was still on. She didn't slow down, but she noted the detail. He was still there. He was still reading. Somewhere in that building, someone saw the version of her that actually mattered. She just didn't know yet how true that actually was.
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