The twins were lying in the basinet sleeping as I stood and looked down on them. “Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” Chase said as he walked in and kissed my cheek. “I couldn’t. They are so perfect. I can’t believe they are mine.” “They are pretty amazing.” “Can I tell you something?” “Anything.” “I didn’t feel excited about being pregnant. Almost like it wasn’t real. I kept thinking I should be like other moms and get excited, but I didn’t. Until right now. Now it’s real and they are amazing.” “Oh babe, you should have told me. We are young and it’s all kind of scary. Please never hold your feelings from me.” “Ok babe.” Just then, Mateo started to stir. “Looks like Mateo is hungry.” I picked him up and started feeding him. I looked up to see Chase staring at me. “What?” “Y

