On, my next heat, Chase was true to his word and didn’t give me what I wanted, no matter how hard I tried. I knew he was right, but beginning in heat can make you stop thinking rationally. The boys were playing happily in the kiddy pool while I sat inside of the pool like a giant toy for them to crawl all over. August in Ohio is still cooler than Alabama, but still hot. I heard my phone start ringing and saw Chase come out of the house holding the phone. The look on his face scared me. “Who is it?” I asked, confused. He didn’t say anything and handed me the phone. I looked at the number and didn’t recognize it. “Hello?” “Man, have I missed your voice?” “King?” “Hey sis.” “I miss you so much!” He laughed but it didn’t seem real. “I missed you more.” “Can I come home?

