My True Way of Life

Chapter 11: Bella POV

"Hey," Blaise came up to me smiling. I smiled slightly, leaning into his warm skin. I saw Edward's eyes turn black with envy, but then immediately after they turned back to gold, like he wasn't mad about it anymore.

"Hi," I said quietly, leaning up to peck him lightly on the lips.

"Do you wanna go for a walk?" He asked, playing with my hair. Hermione grinned manically next to me, and I swatted her arm.

"No. I am all tired out from today already. And I've got detention later so I think I'm gonna go take a nap now," I sighed, really wanting to go on the walk. I needed to think about stuff though and clear my head from all the chaos that happened in a day.

"Ok, I understand. See you later then?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I'll be out by nine, we can go to the lake,"

He nodded, giving me a kiss before walking back to his table. I watched him all the way there, going Draco a crazy look and wiggling my fingers at him. I saw him gulp and he turned around quickly after that.

"I think I am going to go take a nap. I'll see you guys later,"

I stood up and started walking towards the dungeons. Its cold down here, the exact kind of weather I need to be able to actually think and sort things through.

"Bella!" A voice called behind me and I groaned. What does he want?

"What Edward?" I asked angrily, turning around to face him and I shrieked when I realized our faces were inches apart. I leaned back some.

"I just wanted to know if we could start over. You know, being friends?" He sounded really hopeful, and I almost believed him. Almost.

"And..." I trailed off, waiting for him to tell me he wanted to eventually be back together again.

"And nothing. Bella, I love you, but there's nothing I can do to change your feelings, I get that. But at least be friends with me. I can at least live with that,"

I sighed, biting my lip and tugging at my hair. If I forgive him and be genuine friends with him, maybe he'll actually turn nice ad leave mine and Blaise's relationship alone. But on the other hand, he could be lying. Vampires are fluent liars...

"Fine. Edward, I'm giving you one more chance. If you f**k it up, then km done. I'm not being friends with you anymore you're not getting anymore chances," I explained to him, poking his chest hard but probably just hurting my finger in the process.

He nodded like and obedient puppy and I smiled. Maybe he'll actually listen.

"Oh thank you Bel" He said, grabbing me in spinning around. He set me down, looking into my eyes.

Then he started to lean closer.

His cold ice lips touched mine, forcing them open and forcing his tongue into my mouth. I beat on his chest, but it could of been feathers hitting him for all the good that did.

"Izzy!" I heard a shocked voice at the end of the hallway.

Edward let me go, smirking at himself, either in accomplishment or satisfactory. At the end of the hallway stood Blaise.

"Blaise! Its not what it looks like! He kissed me!"

"I thought there was more to you," He shook hi head in disgust, "But apparently Draco was right. You're just a little slut,"

"Draco's wrong!" I shouted, running after him, "Blaise! He forced himself-" I grabbed his arm but he pushed it off, sending me sprawling behind him.

"No. Don't talk to me. Don't try to tell me lies either,"

He left me, laying on the floor. Tears streamed down my face as I repeated in my head, What have I done?

Then I realized I don't do it it, "Edward!" I screamed. Of course he was gone, "f*****g vampires!" I am so ready to light him vampiric ass on fire and roast marshmallows over his burning body maybe even sing some campfire songs.