The Keyholder of the heart

Beach Party - Part 2

Chapter Five 

Beach Party – Part 2 

Jay’s P.O.V. 

I still haven’t found her. I haven’t seen her for about an hour, maybe longer now. Caleb and Amira are also looking out for her. 

Everybody is having a blast, music is awesome and I would like to enjoy myself, but I can’t. Not while Jenn is, I don’t know where. 

That girl know I wasn’t playing, I know I can’t control her every move, but I told her to stay close. Mike and I are talking and I am not totally focused, untill he start about Jen again. 

“Jay, don’t worry man, she can take care of herself.”, Mike says to calm me down, “want a drink?”

“No man, I have to drive.”

“So do I man, but who gives a s**t, one drink will do no harm".

“Whatever man. I am going to my truck, maybe she is there.” 

“Jenn and you came together, bro?”, he looks at me if he sees water burning. 

“Yeah, why?”, I ask him madder than I want. 

“Oh, no nothing. I just thought y'all wasn’t talking. So…”

He better choose his words carefully, because I am not in the mood, plus I know he has a thing for Jenn, but she is mine! 

“Now things are good again?”, he asks a lil suspicious. 

“Yep, things are good between us. Was about time, don’t you think?”, I let him know, not to get anything in his head. 

“Yeah, well, actually I am looking for Jenni too. Can you tell her that I am still waiting on that answer already.”

“Nah, you can ask her yourself.”, I hear Jenn say all of a sudden. 

Amira graps Jenn by her arm quick, and walks away with her, before I could even ask her the same question, but I am not letting her out my sight again. I walk to them, leaving Mike there standing with his weird comment. He was trying to provoke me, I know, so better to let go. 

Amira is talking, no screaming to Jenn. 

“Wtf we have been looking for you, like bout an hour or maybe two. Where have you been?”, Amira snares hard at her. 

‘That is what I would like to know.’

Jenn mumbles something, I can’t hear her, Amira hurls her arms up wild and rolls her eyes. 

“Well s**t, you could have come over and tell someone that! All of us was seeking for you, plus you haven’t even got something to bite on.”, Amira is still a bit pissed, but seems to be more calmer. I wonder where Jenn was.

“No, I didn’t, but I am not a small child, Ami. I can take care of me, you know.”, she looks over to me while she is saying that, I think she is anger, but I am not sure.

“Uhu, I know but still, don’t do that, we were just worried,”, Ami smiles her releasen out. 

“Now that you are back…,”, Ami jumps up and down.

“Can we PLEASE, just dance and have a good time together, all eight of us?! Finally our group is complete again! LETS PARTYYYYYYYYY!”, Amira yells loud.

I look around me, and indeed all of us are here now. Caleb & Amira, Riss & Jason, Mike, Gina, Jenn and I. 

Has been weeks since we was all together, I have seen the boys over the weeks, but the girls only in class or in the hallway. Strange, those last days of school.

All of us are so relaxed. Just chillin'. 

A good time passes while we eat, drink, some of us dancing. 

The girls are sitting in a circle, not far from a small fire that someone burned up. It is getting chilly. And I haven’t got the chance to get Jenn alone, I just keep her in my eye field, while I interact with the guys. 

Caleb, my best man, is fishing. I know Amira sent him, we don’t talk about s**t like that. We show, but I promised Jenn I would behave. 'For now.’ 

“Man, this party is sick. I don’t know how I am getting home later. Let me see if I can find some random chick to have a job tonight.”, Mike says with a drunk smile. His eyes are red and he can’t even stand straight. 

“Mike, you’re really dumb. Keep drinking like that, bro.”, Caleb called after him. Mike just point out his middle fingers at out and he goes in crowd, Jason rund after him, probably to be his wingman. His girl is going to kill him.

“Damn that guy, he is going to get himself killed one day.”, Caleb sighs out and he turns at me. 

“Bro, stop looking man, she ain’t going nowhere. Ame will not let her go. They are probably discussing us. Or should I say you?”, He pulls his eyebrow up and smirks at me. 

“Hey, get that out your mind, man.”, I return laughing at him, because I know what he means. “Nah thats not it, we just besties man.”

“Ain’t no man and woman can be besties, not in my world, and surely not like the two of you.”

“Whatever man.” 

“Oh come on. I see the way you look at her. This is no best friend love, this is lovey duffy s**t. Like my baby and I.”, he give me a friendly punch on my shoulder. 

"No man, that was just puppylove. Plus she is my best friend. I don’t want to put anything at risk.” 

“Puppylove that never died, TF you kidding?! Its me Caleb, I know you best, after her.”, and he points at Jenn.

She is the one that told me not to be touchy in public. I want to claim her and put it out there, but than again, what if I do and she walks away one day? I can’t ever take that. 

“Yooo, you there?”, Caleb asks, his hand waves in front of my face. 

I blink, shake my head. 

“Yeah man, sorry, zoned out a sec.”, I say laughing. 

“You see. Plus I aint blind. She is looking at you with the same look, by the way. In case, you haven’t notice. Well you haven’t, because she has been looking at you like this forever.”, Caleb sighs, takes a bit of his chicken and looks at me. “What? I am hungry bro.” 

I just laugh and shake my head. 

“I got some stupid ass friends, but I love you all man.”

“Come lets go over to the girls and sit with them. Kinda chilly anyway.” 

We walk over to them. And the whole time Jenn eye and mine are set on eachother. She smiles, but she has a strange look in her eyes. As I come closer I see she is a bit upset. Without dubiety I walk faster and right to her. 

I kneel down, our eyes are still set on eachother. 

“Hey, what happened? Why are you mad?”, I strike her cheek. 

“Nothing, don’t wanna talk about it. Just hold me, please.” 

This is our normal behavior when Jenn is upset, so this won’t alarm our friends. 

I just wrap my arms around her without saying a word, and pulled her close to me, she just relaxed hear head on my chest. 

“Thank you.”, she snobs lighty.

I take her chin, raise her face up to me.

“Why are you crying? Who hurt you? Do we have to fight someone?”, I say in a hard tone, because of my anger. 

“Nobody is going to fight anybody. I am okay now. Thanks again.”, she gives me a light kiss on my cheek and whispers something in my ear. 

Thank the Gods nobody heard her. Only why does she makes it this difficult for me to move normal in public. 

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Jenn’s P.O.V.

I take a long walk down the beach, just bare feet in the cool water, when I realized, I was almost at the shore, I walked back to the rave. 

I have cleared my mind a bit, but not enough, but I really should go back to Jay, Ame and the rest. I never told anybody I left, I was too damn mad at that moment. 

As I look over the corwd, I spot Mark first. f**k, he is talking to Jack. And from this way, I will have to face him first. They look a little worried, but they are tatalking. Caleb and Amy are next them. Well, better face Ames first. 

I walk through the cross heading to where they are. The music is lower, but still good to hear. But now you can hear peoples conversation. I come closer to my friends and pick up their words. 

“… Good again?”, Mike asks Jay. 

“Yep, things are good between us. Was about time, don’t you think?”

“Yeah, well, actually I am looking for Jenni too. Can you tell her that I am still waiting on that answer already.”

“Nah, you can ask her yourself”, I say walking up to them. 

Before I can take another step, somebody graps me by my arm and pulls me a bit away from everybody. Amira, like obvi. 

“Wtf we have been looking for you, like bout an hour or maybe two. Where have you been?”, Amira yells frustrated at me. 

“I was just walking down the beach, forgot the time. Sorry, chill please.”, I mumble for only her to hear. 

“Well s**t, you could have come over and tell someone that! All of us was seeking for you, plus you haven’t even got something to bite on.”, Amira is still pissed, but relaxed.

“No, I didn’t, but I am not a small child, Ami. I can take care of me, you know.”, I sis a bit at her, but I look at Jay, because I know, he was the one looking for me.

“Uhu, I know but still, don’t do that, we were just worried,”, Ami smiles big at me. ‘Huh’… 

“Now that you are back…,”, Ami jumps up and down in excitment.

“Can we PLEASE, just dance and have a good time together, all eight of us?! Finally our group is complete again! LETS PARTYYYYYYYYY!”, Amira yells loud and she gives me a hug. 

“Don’t worry, give it some time.”, I blush, for I know what she is saying. 

Then I look around me, all of us are here, after weeks, finally. Caleb & Ame, Riss & Jason, Gina, Mike and Jay & I. Maybe this will bring us all closer. Nothing beats a strong friendship, and they all have their up’s and downs. 

‘YEPPP, and hopefully it will count for Jay and I.’ 

We drink, eat, dance and then the girls and I part from the boys. Gina and Ami want to sit by the fire. I could use some relax time with my girls, also my body is still sore from last night.

I haven’t spoken with Jay yet, but I can feel his eye burning me. Following my every move. Eyefucking me without shame. He is undressing my oh so little clothing, I got on. 

Ami and I are wearing the same outfit, but returned. Yellow just flatters my bodyskin better than black. Its a see through dress and it fits me perfect. 

“Girls, you two should have told us”, Riss said, pointing at us.

“Twins”, Ame and I just blurt out.

“Gina, stop looking at Mike. You are dropping.” 

‘s**t, I forgot to tell her, he tried a move on me.’ 

I don’t want nothing from him, but I better come clean right away. 

“Gini, I need to tell you something.”, she turns right away, because I never call her Gini, but when its serious. She is already afraid of the truth. Here it goes, wish me luck. Goddess be with me.

“Michael asked me on a date, after graduation. I told him NO, but he kept on pushing. So, I sis kinda told him that I tell him in couple days time.

Sorry, and naturally my answer will still be no. Because well… y'all know…” 

She starts laughing, and takes a fetch of her joint, passes it to me and says;

“Girl, I won’t thought anything else, chillax.”, her mood soon turns when she says it. 

“I wish he say what I see in him. He is so damn blind.”, she sighs loud, throwing her body down on the sand. 

“Stop being such a dramaqueen!”, Rissy laughs at her, and try to pull her up, to sit normal again. She just keeps refusing, so Riss leaves her be. 

“Well, we got 1,5 blind couple at time. Something tells me that there will be another couple soon.”, Ami winks at me, “the right couple, this time. Oh glory be to God.” 

“Y'all are just the worse.”, Rissy rolls her eyes. 

“But you love us, so shut it, rude girl.”, Ami says.

We all laugh and talk about the boys a lil bit, Jay’s eyes are still following me. He just keeps his eye on me. His lips are moving, he is enjoying himself, I guess. 

“Girl, you got to work out this seks tens.”, I am shocked by Ami’s voice, before I can answer her, she goes on.

“You and Jay. s*x. Hook up. Kiss. Make out.”, she says serious and when I look even more shocked than 20 secondes ago. 

“WTF, WOULD YOU STOP SAYING THAT!” 

“Its not that you would say no.”, she pulls up her eyebrow, "I am right, right.”, I roll my eye, because of her even more cocky attitude. 

“You all know how I feel about Jaden.”, I say smile in love. 

“You don’t have to tell us!”, they say on commando. We giggle at that, oh this feels so good. All of us together, without a third wheel on the bike. 

Speaking of third wheels… 

I spot Marissa, when I look up, again she is checking out Jay, but Jay on has eye for me. Eventhough that doesn’t seems to bother her, I just can’t take her on anymore. Not after that stupid day. 

Ugh, she always has bad timing. 

The day Jay was going to ask me for Junior Prom, I was sick at home. He didn’t even wait one day. That b***h got to take my place. I heard, she was supposly at the right place on the right time. Will you believe it. Everybody know she had a big crush on Jay. Anyway she just has bad timing in my life. I just can’t seem to push that anger I have against her a side. Not even after I almost broke her jaw. 

I wake up out my daze, because I see someone is walking, in speed, towards me. I am not feeling good, maybe its the alcohol, maybe its my anger, but I am pissed. I see that it is Jay. 

As soon as he reaches us, he walks straight over to me and he drops down on his knees right in front of me. 

“Hey, what happened? Why are you mad?”, he strikes my cheek lighty. 

“Nothing, don’t wanna talk about it. Just hold me, please.”, he holds me instant and I just dive in his bare chest. “Thank you.” 

He let me snob a bit, and then he makes me face him again. 

“Why are you crying? Who hurt you? Do we have to fight someone?", he is angry and slightly uses his Dom, given me tingles immediate. 

“Nobody is going to fight anybody. I am okay now. Thanks again.”, I give him a kiss on his cheek. I turn my face just a little, just enough to reach his ear, I am in need of him. 

“Car. I want you. Now!”, I whisper almost unhearable. 

Maybe I can f**k my anger out, maybe that will help. Much better than to fight anyway, because it surely will be Marissa again. 

“Girls, I am tired. I wanna go home. I think I had enough. Jay, can you please bring me home?”, I ask him a lil hazy, but they will hopefully think its because of my little breakdown. I stand up, making clear, its over for tonight. 

“Sure, J. Let me just drink this up quick. Go the car, I will be right there okay.”, he gives me his keys to his truck. 

“Okay, don’t be too long now.” 

I greet everybody and Ami said ‘call me’ in sign language, as I walk off. 

Lets see if we can fire this up in the car, I already have a nice plan. Ami is right.

I am a woman on my mission, and I will get what is mine. Always.