Should I tell you?
Should I tell you everything?
Should I tell you everything that happened, or should I leave out the terrible secrets, the shared guilt, and the intimacy and only mention the romance, and the eventual outcome, how I came to be here and how everything was changed?
I am not sure what would be best.
If I write the whole story, you might think less of me, and wonder that somebody with my past can be in such a position, but on the other hand, if I only tell the good parts, you will know only the face of me that I allow the world to see. No: you are my blood; you deserve the truth, and nobody can alter what has already happened.
So I shall tell everything; every single detail, the good, the bad and the passionate, then you may judge for yourself what kind of person I am. B
