## CHAPTER SEVEN: Her Father's Bargain

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They brought the wounded back to the clubhouse infirmary — a converted back room that had probably started life as a garage bay and had been slowly reinforced over the years into something closer to a field hospital, complete with a retired combat medic on retainer and enough trauma supplies to handle a small war, which, Marcus was starting to understand, was exactly what the Reapers were always one bad week away from fighting. Selene didn't go to the infirmary. She went to the roof. Marcus found her there an hour later, sitting on the flat tar-paper section above the main hall, knees pulled up, looking out at the dead fire road in the distance where the purple light had finally settled back into ordinary dusk. She didn't turn when he climbed up through the access hatch, didn't tell him to leave either, which he took as invitation enough. "You want to know about my father," she said, before he'd even sat down. "Reyes gave you the outline. I could see it on your face back in the ritual room — you were doing math, trying to figure out if you should hate him or pity him." "Something like that." "Do both. It's the only honest option." She wrapped her arms tighter around her knees. "I was six years old the year he made the deal. I don't remember the DEA raids, not really — I remember my mother crying in the kitchen and not understanding why, and I remember my father coming home three days later a completely different man. Lighter. Almost giddy, if you can believe that word applied to Tom Vance. He picked me up and spun me around the kitchen and told my mother everything was going to be fine now, better than fine, forever." "He didn't tell her what he'd traded." "Not that night. Took her almost a year to figure it out — she wasn't club, wasn't supposed to know any of it, but you can't hide something the size of what lives under this town from the woman sleeping next to you for a full year. When she finally understood, she left. Took me with her for about six months, tried to build some kind of normal life two states over." Selene's voice went flat in the specific way voices go flat around wounds that never fully closed. "It didn't take. My father showed up one night, and I don't know what he said to her, but we were back in Ashgrave within the week. I think about that a lot, actually. What made her come back. I used to think it was love. Now I think it might've been the same thing that keeps everyone here — you don't really leave a deal like this. You just delay which name gets written down." Marcus sat with that a moment, the wind picking up faintly off the dead road below them. "She still around? Your mother?" "She died when I was fourteen. Car accident, nothing supernatural about it — sometimes the club likes to believe everything bad that happens to us traces back to the entity, and sometimes a person just runs a red light in the rain. My father took it hard. Took it out on running the club even harder, like the deal was something he could out-work if he just kept the machine fed well enough." She finally turned to look at Marcus. "He made me start sitting in on church meetings when I was sixteen. Said a president's daughter needed to understand the family business. I didn't understand until I was almost eighteen what the family business actually was underneath the bikes and the drug runs. He showed me the Ledger the week I turned eighteen. Told me someday it would be mine to carry, same as it was his." "That's not a father raising a daughter. That's a man grooming a replacement." Something flickered across Selene's face — not quite anger, closer to old, exhausted agreement. "I've had that thought myself, more than once. But I don't know what the alternative was, in his position. Somebody had to inherit the debt. He could either prepare me for it or leave me blindsided the way my mother was blindsided, and he'd already watched what blindsided did to a marriage. I think, in his broken way, showing me everything early was the kindest thing he knew how to do." "You believe that?" "Some days." She looked back out at the road. "Other days I think he just didn't want to die carrying it alone, and dressed that need up as love because the truth was too ugly to say out loud. Both of those can be true about the same man. I've stopped trying to pick just one." Marcus thought about Danny then — about the two of them growing up two towns over, close enough to Ashgrave to feel its pull but far enough that their mother had almost, *almost* kept them clear of it, until Danny turned eighteen and rode off toward exactly the kind of belonging their own fractured family never gave him. He wondered, not for the first time, whether there'd been a version of events where he could've stopped that. Whether he'd been too deep in his own anger at nineteen to notice his little brother slipping toward the same gravity well that had swallowed him for a few years too. "He died six years ago," Selene said, before Marcus could ask. "Not the entity. Cancer, if you can believe the irony — the man makes a deal to keep his club immortal and dies from something as mundane as bad cells multiplying wrong. Handed me the gavel from a hospital bed, made me swear in front of the whole church that I'd keep the debt paid no matter what it cost me personally. I was twenty-six. I've been doing exactly that for six years, and some nights I still don't know if I'm honoring him or just too scared to be the one who finally lets the whole thing collapse." She stood then, brushing tar-paper grit off her jeans, and for a moment in the fading light she looked less like a club president and more like the six-year-old girl spun around a kitchen by a father who'd just made the worst decision of both their lives. "Reyes thinks it can be rewritten," she said. "Some part of me wants that to be true so badly I can barely stand it. And some part of me is terrified of what happens if we try and it isn't. My father warned him off this exact idea for a reason, Marcus. I don't know if that reason was fear, or wisdom, or just a dying man too tired to hope for something better. But I know the entity doesn't like being questioned, and I know the last time somebody tried to test the edges of this deal, we lost your brother." She started toward the access hatch, then paused, looking back at him one more time. "I need you to understand why I've been so careful," she said. "It's not weakness. It's not even fear, not really. It's that I've watched exactly what happens when somebody in my position gambles with this debt instead of just paying it. I watched my mother leave and come back diminished. I watched my father spend his whole life half-consumed by a decision he made in one desperate night. I am not going to be the president who gets this whole club erased because I wanted so badly to believe there was an easier way." "And if there is an easier way," Marcus said. "If Reyes is right." Selene held his gaze a long moment, something unreadable and exhausted moving behind her eyes. "Then I hope to God he's also right about surviving finding out," she said, and climbed down through the hatch, leaving Marcus alone on the roof with the dead road and the first true stars of the night finally starting to show.
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