This is what I always dreamt about

episode #2

Waking up at 4 in the morning wasn't that bad really (thinking about sarcastic much) yes I do wake up that early just to practice what I already know in kick boxing. I love that sport its not only that but, also to where you can defend yourself without hurting anyone with my stupid friend Amber well she's a lost case now. Stopping myself from thinking about her I decided to sneak into the house to get me training gear. Getting to the room was no problem so taking a shower doing what needs to be done in less than 10 minutes so that I wont get noticed by anyone, brushing my teeth and hair, drying myself and getting dressed I make myself ready for my practice solo with no one in my way I ready out the door walking to the nearest clearing where no one will be, stretching me out pretty good then start jogging for about 30 minutes then ending with a full out sprint since I did not leave the clearing that wasn't much of a good run but that's fine with me. 

Taking a breath then I start with my punching, kicks then blocking lol its all with a tree good enough for a punching bag. I practice my stances too, how to move fast enough then relax and wait for the next attack once I'm done I feel tired but not to the point of stopping. taking a 5 minute water break I sit and stretch my legs and arms breathing in and out as I do so, it feels nice to keep your mind focused things that really matter to you than thing that matter for others. My family never really asked me if anything that happens in my family matters to me well it does but not the way you would think it would I'll rather do something that will make a difference in my family than to sit back and do nothing. Checking the time its 6:30 am. good now I have to head back to where the camp is, its awfully quiet, too quiet not thinking about it much I get up getting my things I brought with me putting it in the bag I took and start making my was back to camp only to find me getting lost which is a nightmare.

"Ok its still early morning so I can walk my way around this place I don't think I wondered too far so tracing my steps back to where I came from wont be that bad right?" Why am I talking to myself its not like they care. But it seems like a good start to talk about your problems and what's going on it the family... Right? anyway, since my dad took over my grandpapa's business it was going great everything was excellent. To the T. He ran other businesses too only for that to be passed on to his eldest son my big brother that doesn't know I exist. I've only seen him one time never met him he does seem serious though but that was only him talking on the phone with someone else in the kitchen back home at that time mom never really talked to me so I was out to defend myself.

My life just ended when she tried make me more business type than anything else. I mean come on I was only 15 at the time just getting by on puberty and that wasn't a few years ago it was just almost 3 months ago. "God give me strength this f*****g forest looks exactly the same same tree everywhere I GO!!" Taking deep breaths I calm myself down. I'm only here to get ready for my so called future. Its what I have to do to keep my family from losing everything they worked hard for. My big brother he does nothing really his only paying for the house we have but i told dad to sell it, its no point keeping it if someone else that doesn't want anything to do with us pay for it. MY other brothers work for my dad and him. Well me? I don't make myself known to work for assholes. The point is I was a self taught girl in my family never to rely on others but myself. "Now I officially hate walking, my feet are killing me" Wanting to cry I sit down to relax closing my eyes for a little while.

My dad had this idea to sell me to someone I hardly know. I'm just a kid, I hardly know my ways to becoming a lady I haven't got my period yet coz' mom put me on early birth control telling me she doesn't want grand babies yet. All this is just some memories that I had to face to show that I was worthy to them while it gets blown up in my face.

this one is short  sorry but when I edit it it it will make sense later.

Ok I know you gut are into this type of this but I'm not so you get the idea of what I'm trying to explain right? Maybe not, but that's the type of family I was born into. Don't get me wrong I love my family I really do. Its just that at some poor point they get the wrong idea about having to raise a daughter in the family. I just hope that in some point it will all be worth it.

"Wacky wacky sleepy head" Opening my eyes I am relieved.

"How long have I been out and what too you so long?"

"Cool it hot stuff, we just found you after two hours, haha" And that's just Luca or Logan for you God its going to be tough figuring who is who around them. Who could blame me I just woke up.

"I'm going to thank you but that will just be me being nice, you guys were late this morning for practice"

"Actually, we were on time we just lost track on trying to find you lucky for us you walked in circles" Yea, they are pretty much having a field day with this and loving every moment of it. I hate them already.

So waling back to camp, no s**t hey I really was walking in circles.

"I'm hungry" I whined

"You missed breakfast with everyone else so you can just have a nice shower then come down to have whatever my you ask my mom to make you"

"Why do you treat her like she's a maid? I mean, my mom did work as one once before my she met my dad, then they had us but we don't treat her that way not even when we are sick"

"By 'we' I think you mean you and only you. Judging by all the talking you did when we found you we had to listen WE, I mean my brothers and I feel sorry for you but you are a strong girl you taught yourself things that not even our mother would allow us to do for ourselves. Yes you can say that we are pampered but, only by a few things. And as for my mother, well she will tell you when the time is right its not our story to tell but, I'll give you a hint its similar to your mothers. By the way, sorry you had to face the world on your own."

"Wow, great speech guy but I don't want to walk her all the way to the bathroom-"

"Awkward" Taking from the long speech I just received we did walk all the way to my room even though I never slept in it.

"Come to think of it you never told me who's room this was" I voice my thoughts 

"Someone that use to live here then ran away when they couldn't take the heat anymore" said Logan. Not wanting to invade more privacy I pointed to the door watching them until they are long gone. Checking my time its nearly 12pm. so I make my rounds shower then get dressed. *does it matter what I wear?* walking down to where the kitchen is I spot their mother reading a cooking book. Feeling my presence she looks at me with a happy smile on her face, she then offers me to sit while she fixes me something to eat. I tried to protest but she just wouldn't have any of it so keeping my busy I start thinking when she speaks.

"I'm use to it."

"I'm sorry what do you mean?"

"My sons told me that you think they treat me like a maid"

"I'm sorry, its just that I'm not use to having someone do things for me." I say plainly but not too rude to offend her.

"It took along time for me to get use to the new life I started when I met my husband. He actually wanted to meet you last night even this morning although he did mention seeing you sneak into your room to have a extremely early shower" just staring at her I'm starting to think that this house and the people that live here ain't normal at all.

Giggling "Relax he was in his office on his way to our room. He heard you coming through the door. Well long story short of my life, I myself, was a maid did everything where I worked till things got bad so bad that they started bringing girls from your age to work and serve the people I once knew as a family they would beat us for the most smallest things because, me being the oldest I got it worse" she shows me the scars on her arms that are lightly fainted.

"I was abuse for things I didn't understand they kept telling me I'm the boss I should teach them how to work, how to be stubble around the house specially them. One night they had a meeting saying a new shipment was coming in tonight at 12 and I had to be ready not knowing what it was I forgot about the other younger girls to be ready coz' I thought that they just wanted me, boy I was so wrong they burned me so bad just before he came in saving me, their father." 

She showed me that too and I had no words only anger, sorrow and tears. I got off the stool I ran to her and hugged her crying my heart out to her saying sorry and telling her how brave she was and how strong she is to no bounds. Well Kyle was right the same thing did happen to my mom but, my mom is still the same crack head b***h she is, she just stopped going on with the hard stuff that will take her life so dads friend sort of still provide for her in secret.

"My husband nurtured me back to health he also brought down that place saving only the new girls that was sent via human trafficking all the other girls were being shipped to another place but the police caught up with them. I still keep track of those girls every now and then I offered for them to live here only one came Anna she fell in love with my eldest son till she found out what kind of job he does then she headed for the hills never looking back, ever. I don't blame her though she thought things like that were just tests in her life. she thought she could just move on just like that but having that memories of hat you have been through stays along with the scars it takes yourself to fight through it and never give up. Without support she wouldn't last long till my husband got a report saying that a female was found in some old woman's basement. You see the life I lived wasn't cookies and cream, even after I met my husband that night it took me years to open up to him told him everything and now I help people and solve cases with him and I'm also a proud mother and wife."

I'm left speechless this woman rock to the point it also explains why my mother was so afraid of my father even though I have nothing of him, my brothers... Well they got it all. I just hope that my life that I will be bought into will be for the better, to save my family from guilt and debt. The reason why I am doing this for them is coz' I want to show them that I can be worth something even though its going to be hard at first. I couldn't do that when I worked after school I had to be on time always only weekends my bothers would know for they are the ones that take me. After getting my food and saying thank you to Margo I spent the rest of the day watching movies with anyone that was around or work out then shower when I was done. The boys will talk to me now and them they will even try to flirt which was a joke by the way in such short time we got close Logan is talking to me though after I turned him down in front of his friends and brothers leaving them in a messy laughing bundle, while walking along the known trails they took me on to know the area. 

Thinking about Margo I hope from this day forward I don't regret anything or slack off from my family I hope they will be ok coz' my brothers wont stand a chance of helping me escape from the life I'm being sold into. God hear my prey, let me be strong to face what I have been accepted to do. Amen.