This is what I always dreamt about

episode #6

** I HOPE THE PREVIOUS EPISODE WASN'T TOO BAD TO UNDERSTAND JUST TELL ME IF I'M MISSING ANYTHING**

I'm finally home mom wont stop talking about why my room looks more man than chick, no perfume smell, no hair, nothing not even a small hair pin or brush you wont even say that there was anyone here at all. Or were they lying when they said that she was a chick? are they trying to make me guy?

"Mom? dad? why does my room smell man than anything else? Why don't I see any girl stuff here or at least a few things left behind?"

"Oh honey, that's coz she burned her old stuff and got something new for her she never really stayed here only spent the day till dinner you will meet her tomorrow though."

"So it is a she not a he?"

"We know you aren't guy kid. Your mother tried getting her to stay till you came so that you could start your lives together." (eyeroll) Typical dad huh, this is some sick twisted love story.

"Dad who is she?" I asked only to get a answer from the one who doesn't speak to me at all Logan.

"That's coz' she trained to do so, not only that she won't give in that easily." he said then walked away running all the way to the front door. I heard talking then my name being called by no one other than Jax.

"What the hell are you doing here? Why aren't you with with your sister?"

"She kicked me out I need a place to crash till I get back to the hotel." he said

"What happened?" his mother asked looking rather pissed off

"She found out about the deal my family and her biological father." getting a pen and paper writing bugs everywhere, she just don't know about you. He nod his head then took me too a spare room. On my way he told me that all she did was make his room even more better than what it was last time. his family and I spoke about her the rest of the evening. The only way how I got to know her even more. His family knew her way better than what our own did.

**

Fuming, f*****g great God I hate this so trying to calm me down with my music is working with a punching bag right now. I'm enjoying this. Feels good to let lose. I have been training for hours to no end my muscles are aching, my feet hurt I worked my hunger away just to get the dizzy feeling making me feel high when I'm not it feels good but I stopped only to get water. Feeling the burn I start to relax taking deep breaths, I know I'm not suppose to do this but I don't care. I take a seat in the middle of the room trying to calm my racing heart, closing my eyes doing so. I block all the noise, letting the darkness take over me.

**

The next morning I woke up I was surrounded by very pissed off people staring down at me. f**k.

"Yes f**k, now here's what you ganna do. Go to your room take a shower, get dressed, food will be up in a minute for you. After that you will drink something that Logan made you back home. We are not letting you leave ever again. And you will never be f*****g alone during training or your morning strolls. Do I make myself clear!" Greg said getting so angry that if he was a animation he would probably have fire in his eyes with steam coming from his ears. I f****d up this time. Really bad.

So doing what I was told I got up with the help of my brother or should I say he carried me to my room, bathed me, dressed me, fed me and did my hair to make me look a little presentable. Not saying anything he tells me he will be back in a few minutes to bring me meds, not making eye contact I just nod my head. Today just doesn't feel like I should talk at all maybe here and there that's it.

A few minutes later true to his word my brother comes in with Luca, he walks around the room and start collecting my things practically cleaning out every clothing I have while Jax give me pills to drink. 

"Thank you" was all I said.

They just kept quiet and carried me down to the living room while they brought the cars around and my bike. Thank the lord for that... well I spoke too soon coz' Greg yelled saying that thing stays here. Feeling bile rise up in my throat, I get up and run outside to empty my tummy . Then its black all over again.

** 

I wake up to yelling only to see the most hansom guy holding me, shacking me, trying to wake me up. I tried to speak only to get a kiss from the dude, am I in heaven? If so then I wanna stay here forever. My hearing starts to come back.

"Scout baby, speak to me please." I truly am in heaven his voice is deep compared to anyone else's that I've heard so damn sexy I wanna eat him every second of the day... wait hold it. Where the f**k am I? Looking away from him I see that I'm in a hospital bed with an Iv stuck in my arm and plugs on my body linking me to a heart monitor. 

Now I'm officially f****d for life.

**

Luca was trying to get hold of Scout Jax's sister but non of their calls were being answered, not even Kyle's calls. They use to play this game with our parents all the time if they ever came late.

"Maybe she wants to be alone" I tried to say then I got angry grunts from everyone including my mom who never gets this angry to the point of pacing a whole in the floor while I sat and did paper work to keep me busy.

"Kyle did she have any work to do?" asked dad 

"She did but I found out that it was left at the base. She never leaves work unattended let alone forgets about them. Somethings up" he said pacing the floor with my mom nearly bumping into her on his way to the bookshelf I had in the office 

"I have no Idea why you guys are making calls in my office while I'm working here, let alone pace a whole in the floor will you sit down" I stated in a hard tone trying to focus on my work. Yet, they don't listen to me.

"This is not like her honey she's always on time never late she suppose to be here by now." my mom started with my dad

"I know maybe she's listening to music again while eating or cleaning, you know how she can get" my dad tried to explain

"Or maybe she's trying to get the perfect outfit like mom and dad taught her" said Luca. Aww my parents... Fashion never gets left behind. By the way Luca and Logan will never get this worked up for no reason unless she is really important to them.

"That's because she is asshole,- oh I forgot you were never there to think about it" Luca said while Logan finished it off. Rude much. I looked up at them to see them biting the tips of their thumb nails.

"Ok tell me what's going on so I-"

"The hell we aren't" Kyle said getting me pissed so I do what my father use to do, not sure if he still does it, I slam my hand hard on the table earning me glares from all sides of the room including my dad. s**t.

"Watch it boy that desk is way older than you and your brothers combined its where you were conceived" my dad said making me ew in my head. 

"I did not want to know that" I said clearing my throat to gain their attention so I began again "explain to me what happened when and how and why does she start acting this way" I sort of asked than demanded while looking over at a deep in thought Jax.

So they explained to me whenever she's pissed off she asks this way, when she forgot something, when they just drop a bomb on her, not literally though just figure, or when she over works herself to the point of fainting and miss her meds.

"Wait she has a medical condition?" I asked surprised of this new intel which got the same expression from Jax

"Yes she gets panic attacks from being overwhelmed that's why she always keep her emotions in check" said Kyle and that's when it hit me

"Do you have guards stationed close by?" I asked, my military training coming in to play

"Yes baby we do, your cousin matty he follows her everywhere but only underground she will know if his on the surface" my mom said giving me time to relax 

"Good now give him a call tell him to check on her only for a few minutes" I said and Kyle nodded his head before realizing something.

"Don't miss just speak" I saw him tense and turned to face my way while looking at Jax, when I looked at him he looked really unsettling

"Jax, Scout and sort of... I got into a little argument about this whole deal that dad and her step dad made years ago when she was to.. to come of age to be sold to you or... or wedded to you..." Kyle stutters while I made my way over to him an Jax only for them to gulp in fear when I was close enough. I was fuming by the time I got to them

"Are you f*****g kidding me right now? do you know what stress, over working and panic attacks will do to you if you don't take your meds!?" I shouted in their faces making them look down. "What is Matty doing right now!" I shouted looking around the room 

Luca cam running into the room saying that he just got off the phone with Matty, I didn't even know or see him leave, he said that Matty just checked on her, he couldn't make out what she was doing but she saw her laying on the floor in the gym. He said it looks like she was resting from her workout.

That made everyone relieved except me, but since she's resting I told them they can check on her in the morning like they always do since I got back.

I hope you ok I will let you rest.

Going back to my desk I told everyone they can go rest while I did my last work assessments. It wasn't much but, I did it anyway on my own time. My mind kept on thinking about her so I called Matty and told him that he should keep an eye on her and if anything looked out of place he should call us right away no matter what.

By the time I was done with my work it was early morning about 5am. Damn I really took my time with this till Kyle got a call from Matty saying that she hasn't moved from the floors gym since last night. Now the fool thinks its time to freak out. Running around to get everyone awake and getting people to check on her, Matty said she's breathing looks like she's still a sleep so that called them down. I got up and went to bed not before telling Matty again to keep us posted and told Kyle he should wake me up when they leave to pick her up so that I could get ready to meet my girl, he only smirked at me. Weird right? What's he up to? I didn't think much of it so I made a b-line up to my room.

Getting there not bothered to undress me I fell on the bed thinking about her until sleep took over me.

I hope I get sexy dreams about her.