Last night Chinenye finally calmed down thanks to Caleb, being in his arms and hearing him say she was ok and he was there for her made her feel so secured and not in danger. She had never had an episode next to him before but that day it hit her so hard she felt her whole world was collapsing again. She thought her father was still able to reach her and hurt her all over. She dreamt that he was still alive. It felt so real that she could actually feel tears run down her cheeks. It was like she was seeing a ghost and a monster all in one and her heart race gad never been so abnormal before. She couldn't calm herself down. Normally she knew it was just a dream and she knew she could wake up. Last night was deferent, she didn't feel like she was dreaming or imagining things. She felt

