Alone

chapter 4

I love the darkness,I hate the light.because when the day comes,I have to fight.

I wake up with a startle seeing that I'm already in my room,but yet I can't remember anything that happened, last thing I remember was leaving the house and going to school, and every time I try remembering anything after that my head hurt.

I was about to stand up,when sir enters the room, eyeing me from my head to toe.i was

about to ask sir what happened but was cut short when he slapped me I flinched,"you b***h are you trying to draw attention to yourself ? Huh"I whimpered "no sir I'm not I promise"he looks at me and laugh "what do you call that stunt you pulled yesterday"I look at sir trying to remember but everything I'd blurry"sir please I don't understand"he looks at me and drags me to the list the bathroom where he forces me to look at my reflection where I see a girl with bird best hair,but what makes me gasp was the injury on my neck like nail dug in my skin, looking at myself I couldn't help but ask sir "what happened"he scoffs "you happened, according to the school nurse you just started screaming and using your nails to start scratching your neck dangerously that it dug into it and it drew blood"I look at myself I couldn't believe that I did that to myself,but looking at myself in the mirror I know it's the truth"I'm sorry sir,I promise it won't happen again"he glares at me "it better not"he says and leaves me in the bathroom gazing at myself in the mirror.

It been an hour since I woke up,and I remember everything that happened the voices,that was the first time they got loud.it had never happened before and I'm to scared what if it happens again but one thing that actually borders me is who the hell was that dude,the one that carried me oh Goddess he was so beautiful no scratch that handsome,hot as f**k but I know I don't stand a chance,hell I don't even want to be noticed at all not even because I saw a hot dude,nope not worth it.