Lucien I WAS ON the verge of losing my own sense of control, the harsh revelation that I had to eradicate a spark I didn't expect — I didn't sign up for any of this, my freedom rode on two wheels, and that was never going to change. The radiant smile that lit up her face was what I feared the most, she saw me differently after we dove into the water. While she was glimpsing at me, I ignored her lingering gaze, turning my attention to the passing streets as we drove to her place. Luckily, I had striped towels in the trunk to avoid hypothermia, her damp hair clung to her face and she bubbled with enthusiasm. In the midst of my attraction towards Caitlyn, deep down, I acknowledged that I was only a temporary chapter in her story. My mind was restless, but I couldn't afford to lose focus, e

