Chapter 36 - Sean
The night is cold but I just let the freezing breeze enter my car. It let me calm down a little as I cried my heart out. I thought it will be completely over and yet I still gained the friendship that I am not qualified to have.
Should I thank God and beg him for more?
Victoria…My lovely Victoria…
I don’t deserve that woman.
I truly love her, I did and still do. Until the end, all I can give is the lame excuse that my obsession to marry her is rooted in my insecurity toward my colleagues. That was a very shallow reason, but I can’t bring myself to say the truth.
Her expression, blackened with anger, would welcome me for sure if she became aware of the secret that I was hiding. The trauma of my past? It was not even an inch near to it. Victoria became my God and the
