Black Heart

Chapter 1

Brian's POV

I stood on my balcony over looking the beach. It was a clear night, the light from the full moon made the waves sparkle as they crashed onto the shore. I stood there in deep thought as I felt a pair of arms wrap around me from behind. I felt the familiar tingle along my skin and fire in my veins and I knew who it was without even turning around. " Hey kitten," I said. I felt her place a kiss on my back. I turned around to look at her. She was wearing a tiny silk teddy. Her ample breasts peeking out making my mouth water. my eyes traveled the length of her body, the silk clinging to all her voluptuous curves and stopping high on her thighs barely covering her lace covered p***y leaving all of her incredible legs on display. Her long hair fell around her shoulders and down her back. My eyes traveled back up to her face zeroing on on her perfectly pouty lips. She looked up at me with her big brown doe eyes and it took my breath away. " F**k Ariel! Your so f***ing beautiful!" I reached for her hips piling her closer to me. She smiled, that big gorgeous smile that always makes mybheart flutter. I claimed her lips. She moaned pressing herself against me. Her hands roaming my chest, then encircling my neck, before running through my hair. She pulled away from my lips, moving to my neck. She kissed and licked along the length of my neck before whispering in my ear, " Brian, I want you" I groaned, moving my hands down her back and grabbing her a** roughly pressing her hips against my hard member. Like a switch was flipped Ariel became desperate, her hands tearing at my cloths until I stood before her bare. Her tongue trailed along the plans of my chest and abs before she dropped to her knees. She licked and sucked my full length in her mouth. "F**k, kitten so good" I moaned out. I grabbed her, pulling her up. I tore her gown and buried my face in her chest. " Brian, I love you," she gasped. I pulled back to look at her. " What?" I asked. " Brian, I love you, I want to be with you, I choose you," she told me. Her voice was string, and her eyes never left mine. I smiled. " I love you too. f**k, I live you so much" I told her. I grabbed her waist picking her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist as I trust into her wetness. " Marry me" I asked her. " Oooh, Brian f**k yes you feel so good. I'll mary you only you" she moaned out. I smiled and dropped my head to kiss her neck.

Beep Beep Beep

I groaned at the sound of my alarm opening my eyes. S**t! It was just a dream. I've had a similar dream basically every night since the love of my life chose my best friend. The only time I don't dream about her is on those passionate nights I share in their bed. Don't get me wrong I love those nights and I love being her friend but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't heartbroken. She makes me happy with just her smile and it hurts that she can't be mine. I got up and took a hot shower trying to chase away by hangover and broken heart. It was unsuccessful just like drinking myself into oblivion yet again last night was unsuccessful.

I walked down the stairs heading to the kitchen to get coffee. I stopped dead in the doorway by the site in front of me. Ariel stood in front of the stove in only a t-shirt that wasn't long enough to cover all of her a**. She was humming and swaying her hips as she cooked breakfast making her round a** jiggle. My heart clenched and I swallowed down the emotions that threatened to spill out. Shes been living here with Matt and I since we got back from tour and I can never get used to it. I love her, and I was the one who assured her that I was OK with us all living together but the truth is it kills me. It really does, but the thought if not having her near kills me even more. Before I realized what I was doing my feet moved

me towards her. I wrapped my arms around her and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek. " Good morning ing kitten" She jumped slightly and turned around in my arms. " Brian you scared me" she laughed. I just grinned. " I'm sorry I didn't think you would be up this early or I would have worn pants," she apologized blushing and tugging the hem of the shirt down. " Kitten, I've seen every inch of you more than once," I smirked at her. Her cheeks blushed even darker and I chuckled at her cuteness. She slapped my chest playfully before wrapping her arms around me hugging me tight. " Good morning to you too. I know you've seen me, I just didn't want to make it harder for you to have me here." she told me. I sighed as I hugged her closer. " I'm good" I told her.

" You want some breakfast?" she asked me.

I nodded and she gestured me to sit on one of the bar stools at the counter. She piled a plate with pancakes sausage and bacon setting it in front of me before pouring a cup of cofee for the both of us and sitting down with me.

" Where's Matt," I asked. " Still sleeping, I figured I would let him sleep since he didn't get back from the studio until 3 am" she told me sighing. Why would he ever want to stay at the studio when a woman like her was waiting for him in his bed I thought to myself.

" So I was thinking we should out dancing tonight, I could be your wingman since you need to get laid," she told me effectively changing the subject.

" I don't need to get laid," I told her between bites. " Oh really, are you losing your touch old man? I haven't seen you with anyone in a while, have you lost your f**k boy powers?" she challenged me. I smirked at her, " No I haven't lost my powers, I can get more a** than a toilet seat but you suck as a wingman." I told her.

" I do not! I'm a b***hing wingman," she huffed at me crossing her arms in mock anger. " Your terrible, everytime you try to be a wingman you end up getting all the ladies for yourself. I'm the hot rock star yet you pull all the p***y!" I laughed at her. " I can't help it if I got more game than you do" she grinned at me and I laughed harder. We continued to laugh and eat until Matt came down stairs. " I was thinking of throwing a party here next weekend for your birthday," Ariel asked me. " I don't want a big party just the band and maybe a couple others," I told her. The truth was the more people around the more questions I would be asked and I'm still nursing my heart. " OK but at least let me invite a few of my girl friends who knows maybe you might make a love connection," she teased me. I just smiled not likely I thought.