OUR JOY

CHAPTER 4

I was having lunch with my best friend, his girlfriend and my temporary release in one of the outdoors beach cafes. I came here because they forced me and they practically dragged me here. My little brother Anthony is in town and I wanted some time alone with him but he was choosing their side. He was by the beach with some friends, I knew he loved building the sand castles and he was good at it.

"So, how long is he staying?" Daniel asked and Miranda his girlfriend was giving me the look.

"I don't know how long he is staying, he did not tell me" I answered, why was he asking me these questions with Stacey here? He knew pretty well I hate what he was doing. I glared at him and he just realised now the mistake he made. He knew very well what type of person she was. She was annoying and liked involving herself where she does not belong.

It’s been six years; the last I have seen her. I remember waking up and she was gone and left me with a letter. I can never want anyone like I wanted her, she is the only person that holds my heart. She owns me with everything I have, she doesn't know that though. I never told anyone but Anthony. I know the letter word for word: 

Mysterious Mister Man Gorgeous Hunk,

I might seem like a coward for leaving while you were asleep but I don't really care. I really wanted to thank you though, thus the reason for a little love letter.

I want to thank you for giving me the best night a girl could ever dreamed off. I had not expected that from you since you seem so dark and broken, I know you're a dominant. I mean, I am not a fool, you like control and you are possessive you reek of it. You made love to me and for that I will forever be grateful, I know you wanted to f**k me hard but you respected the fact that I had no experience and you made it worth me while, so did you. I hope I did satisfy you to an extent and I hope you will remember it in your grey hair days and you will have a beautiful smile in your handsome face.

I am not a forward person, sometimes I lack confidence but in you I found that, I thank you for that. You have such beautiful eyes, they are mesmerizing, insanely gorgeous and I love them unconditionally. They are the best part of you yet they hold so much hate and pain, they are so cold it’s hard to look at them differently but I still find them the best part of you. You ravished me, I woke up sore, so bad I took 30 minutes soaking myself, I was so scared you would wake up but you did not.

Mysterious Mister Man Gorgeous Hunk, please do me a favour. Take a break from work just a week away, switch everything off. I know you are a businessman, but it would do you good. You will come back and everything will be a mess and you will stress again but you still had your fun for that week and it will make you re- group. I will start calling you 3MGH that will be our secret.

Thank you again my 3MGH.

With love,

Virgin girl, so not.

I love reading it, he knows about it too, in fact he read it.

" Michael are you even listening to me" Daniel asked.

"No, I was not" I said bored. Miranda and Stacey were laughing at his disappointed face when my brother and his friends Caleb and Jack walked in with three boys that looked like me. Ok now I am scared, he is too young to have kids and they looked five. Anthony is only 16 years old, I was still confused when he cursed and ran out. One of the boys looked after him disappointed that he left.

"Don't worry Seb he is coming back." said another one

"That's not it Alex, he said the "F" word." he sighed dramatically. One of them said

"Leave it to Sebastian to be superficial" he said what now? Everyone was confused because the two boys were laughing so hard.

"I look nothing like mothers disappointed face." He pouted 

Okay I did not think they knew the meaning of superficial but well it looked like they did, I am impressed.

"Oh, oh" Said the other one of them

"What?" the other asked.

"Mom must be freaking out now, we did not tell her we were coming here for ice cream" They all paled.

Daniel looked at me and had a questioning face. I shrugged, what was really happening. It was not long after Anthony came back with a messed up looking girl who practically launched herself at the boys.

" Oh how I missed you." she kissed them all over their faces, time and time again. I could see and everyone else that she loved her kids

"What did I say leaving with strangers? didn't I teach you enough, that its dangerous?"

" Oh mom, sorry. Tony is a friend now and we trust him. We know that we shouldn't have. I got caught up in thinking about ice cream, I promise it won't happen again." She looked at him strangely.

"I am not your girlfriend or wife Sebastian. Don't speak to me like that again. I am taking all privileges of watching T.V for two weeks. You are becoming a soap opera."

"But mother, that is not fair to me. How will I learn the amazing work of the great Shakespeare if you take those privileges away?" He was not serious, right?

The girl laughed, she looked around and our eyes meet and her eyes went wide and she went pale. Well me, I am sure I looked like a murderer. Right now I was ready to murder her, f*****g Emerald Jacobs. 

"Car now" I said storming out after she nodded her head frantically.