18. Zander By the time I hit the clubhouse, almost everyone was a drunk fool and even without looking at them, I hit the gym. I wasn't in the mood of dealing with drunk giants. I removed my jacket and shirt and I started working on the sandbags and I continued without stopping. I rained hit after hit on it and then kicks and fists again and I felt the pain hit my knuckles since I didn't wear any gloves or bandages and that's what I wanted. Sleeping with Mara was something I shouldn't have done but I did and I knew it was on me and I was punishing myself for it. My biceps started aching but I kept going. I didn't stop until I couldn't anymore and I fell to my knees and I just lay there panting with my vest all soaked up. I didn't know for how long I lay there but after I had rested lon

