17. Zander
I couldn't believe what I had just done. I didn't even want to think about it.
It was as if I had been bewitched and I wasn't in my right mind because if I was, I wouldn't have f****d Mara and enjoyed it.
Seven years! Several God damned years hadn't helped at all.
I had finally fallen for what I was running away from and now, I didn't know how to face life and my best friend and his little sister.
God damn it!
What was I thinking?
And to make matters even worse, I didn't even remember to use a condom.
I'm dead. I know for sure that Marcus would and will kill me when and if he finds out. He can't find out. I wouldn't let him find out even if I had to run away again.
I paced around the living room for almost an hour after cleaning the bathroom and taking a shower but it w
