DAMON
I was still dumbstruck after hearing what Tina had to say concerning this, her decision struck me hard in the head. I was still trying to structure and comprehend her exact words. I was trying to convey her message. I was trying to figure out what she meant when she said I had to choose between them. I still think she's a joker, and perhaps she had said these words to me because she's hurting, and I was trying to find out if she actually meant everything she had said, if perhaps she truly wanted me to choose between them when she knew I couldn't.She knew very well I wanted this , and when I thought about getting married to Anastasia, I perhaps didn't want to reveal the truth to her yet , perhaps the truth will only make her hate me the more . All I wanted right now was to avoid bein
