Behind Closed Doors

CHAPTER TWELVE - The Name That Was Crossed Out

The document remained on my bed long after Leo left.

I had read it so many times that the words had begun to blur.

CONFIDENTIAL — PATERNITY REVIEW.

The torn section where the father's name should have been stared back at me like a missing piece of my own face.

I turned the paper over.

Nothing.

No signature.

No hospital stamp.

No date.

Only a faded reference number at the bottom.

AV-19-07.

I grabbed my phone and took a picture.

Then another.

I zoomed in.

The letters were faint, but they were there.

AV.

Vale.

My stomach tightened.

Adrian Vale.

The name had followed me for days, appearing in photographs, documents, conversations, and memories that I couldn't fully trust.

But there was something else.

The number.

19.

My age.

Or perhaps my birth year.

I stared at it.

Coincidence, I told myself.

It had to be.

But lately, coincidence had begun to feel like another word for something my family didn't want me to understand.

A knock sounded at my door.

I quickly slipped the document beneath my pillow.

"Amaria?"

Mom.

I didn't answer immediately.

"Are you awake?"

"Yes."

The door opened slightly.

She looked inside.

Her eyes went straight to me.

Then to the bed.

Then back to me.

"Are you all right?"

"I'm fine."

The lie came too easily.

Mom stepped inside.

"You've been quiet."

"I've been thinking."

"About what?"

I looked at her.

"Adrian Vale."

Her expression changed.

Only for a second.

But I saw it.

Fear.

She recovered quickly.

"Why are you asking about him again?"

"Because everybody seems to know something about him except me."

"There's nothing you need to know."

"Then why was he at my birth?"

Silence.

Mom's lips parted, but no words came.

I sat up.

"You told me you were there when I was born because Elena asked you to come."

"Yes."

"And Adrian was there."

"I said he was present."

"Why?"

Mom looked toward the door.

"Some questions don't have simple answers."

"Then give me the complicated one."

Her face tightened.

"You sound like your mother."

I froze.

"You knew she was hiding something."

"I knew Elena was frightened."

"Of Adrian?"

Mom didn't answer.

"Of this family?"

Still nothing.

"Of me?"

Her eyes snapped toward mine.

"Never say that."

"Why?"

"Because you have no idea what was done to keep you safe."

My heart began pounding.

"Safe from what?"

She stood.

"I shouldn't have said that."

"Mom."

"I have to go."

I caught her before she reached the door.

"Did someone change something about me?"

She stopped.

"What?"

"My identity."

Her shoulders stiffened.

"The documents say my legal identity had to remain unchanged until further instruction."

She slowly turned around.

"Where did you see that?"

I didn't answer.

Her face had gone pale.

"Amaria," she whispered, "where did you get that document?"

I watched her carefully.

"Why does it matter?"

"Because you weren't supposed to have it."

The room seemed to shrink around us.

"Who wasn't supposed to have it?"

She said nothing.

"Me?"

Her eyes filled with something I couldn't identify.

Fear.

Regret.

Maybe both.

"Your mother wanted you to have a normal life."

"A normal life?"

I laughed bitterly.

"Living in a house where everyone keeps secrets from me isn't normal."

Mom lowered her voice.

"Some secrets were never meant to hurt you."

"Then why hide them?"

She looked at me for a long moment.

"Because sometimes knowing the truth too early can be more dangerous than not knowing it."

Before I could ask anything else, she walked out.

I remained frozen.

Her words followed me.

Too early.

That meant something.

There was a right time.

And a wrong time.

Which meant someone had already decided when I was allowed to know the truth about myself.

I pulled the document from beneath my pillow.

I studied the reference number again.

AV-19-07.

Then I noticed something I had missed before.

A tiny handwritten note beneath the printed number.

Three words.

See maternity archive.

My breath caught.

The maternity archive.

The hospital.

That was where I needed to go.

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By midnight, everyone was asleep.

At least, I thought they were.

I slipped out of my room and moved quietly down the hallway.

The house felt different at night.

During the day, it was filled with voices, laughter, footsteps, and the constant praise of Leo.

At night, the walls seemed to remember everything.

I reached the study.

The door was slightly open.

I stopped.

I hadn't left it that way.

I pushed it gently.

Darkness.

I switched on the small desk lamp.

The drawers were exactly as I remembered them.

I opened the bottom drawer.

Empty.

The middle drawer.

Nothing.

Then I noticed the cabinet beside the bookshelf.

There was a small lock.

My hand went to the key in my pocket.

The same key I'd found among Elena's belongings.

I hesitated.

Then inserted it.

Click.

The cabinet opened.

Inside were old files.

Birth records.

Property documents.

Medical papers.

Photographs.

I pulled out the oldest folder.

A hospital name was printed across the top.

ST. MARCELLA MEDICAL CENTRE.

My heart raced.

I opened it.

There were several documents inside.

Most were too old to read properly.

Then I found a discharge form.

Mother:

Elena—

Child:

Female Infant

Date:

[partially damaged]

Father:

RESTRICTED

I stared at the word.

Restricted.

Not unknown.

Not unavailable.

Restricted.

Someone had deliberately prevented access to the information.

I flipped the page.

A second document was attached.

This one contained a handwritten note.

DO NOT RELEASE ORIGINAL BIRTH MATERIAL WITHOUT AUTHORIZATION.

Below it was a signature.

I couldn't read the surname.

But the initials were clear.

D.V.

My blood ran cold.

Daniel Vale.

Leo's father.

I dropped the paper.

For several seconds, I simply stared at it.

Daniel had been involved.

Not just Adrian.

Daniel.

The man everyone trusted.

The man who had spent years treating Leo like the future of the family.

The man who had always avoided questions about my mother.

Why?

I picked up the paper again.

There was a second note underneath.

Transfer approved.

Transfer.

What had been transferred?

The records?

The child?

I turned the page.

Nothing.

I searched the folder again.

Then I found a small envelope.

My name was written on it.

AMARIA.

My hands trembled.

I opened it.

Inside was a single photograph.

It showed the hospital maternity ward.

A younger Elena sat in a hospital bed.

She looked exhausted.

But she was smiling.

Beside her stood another woman.

I didn't recognize her.

She was holding a baby.

Me.

I stared at the photograph.

My mother wasn't holding me.

Another woman was.

I turned the photograph over.

There was writing on the back.

She must never know who carried her out.

My heart stopped.

Who carried me out?

And why?

I heard footsteps.

I shoved the photograph into my pocket and closed the cabinet.

I barely had time to move before the study door opened.

Leo stood there.

He looked at me.

Then at the cabinet.

Neither of us spoke.

His expression changed slowly.

Not surprise.

Recognition.

"You found it."

I swallowed.

"What is this?"

He stepped inside.

"How long have you been here?"

"Long enough."

He looked at the cabinet.

Then back at me.

"Amaria."

"Don't."

He stopped.

I pulled out the photograph.

His eyes landed on it.

For the first time, I saw genuine fear on his face.

"You know her," I said.

He didn't answer.

"You know the woman in this photograph."

"Put it away."

"Who is she?"

"Amaria—"

"Who is she?"

He moved closer.

I stepped back.

His jaw tightened.

"You don't understand what you're looking at."

"Then explain it."

"I can't."

"You mean you won't."

He looked away.

I held up the photograph.

"Why wasn't Mom holding me?"

Leo's eyes returned to the picture.

His silence answered more than his words could have.

"Who carried me out of that hospital?"

He didn't speak.

"Leo."

He finally whispered, "Someone who wasn't supposed to."

I felt a chill run through me.

"Someone who wasn't supposed to what?"

"Take you."

The room went silent.

"Take me where?"

He looked at the photograph again.

"I shouldn't have told you that."

"You already did."

He stepped toward the door.

I blocked him.

"You're not leaving."

His eyes hardened.

"Move."

"No."

"Amaria."

"Tell me what happened."

He stared at me.

For a moment, I thought he might finally tell me everything.

Instead, he said quietly:

"You're asking the wrong question."

"What question should I ask?"

His expression darkened.

"You should be asking why they needed to make everyone believe you belonged here."

My breath caught.

Belonged here.

The words echoed inside my head.

"What does that mean?"

Leo said nothing.

"Leo!"

But he was already walking away.

I followed him into the hallway.

"Wait!"

He stopped at the staircase.

Without turning around, he said:

"Forget the photograph."

"I won't."

"Then forget the woman."

"Who is she?"

He finally looked back.

"I don't know what will happen if you find her."

"Is she alive?"

He hesitated.

That hesitation was enough.

My heart pounded.

"She's alive."

Leo looked at me.

"I didn't say that."

"You didn't have to."

He walked downstairs.

I remained at the top of the staircase.

For the first time, the mystery felt bigger than my mother.

Bigger than Adrian.

Bigger than Leo.

Someone had carried me away from a hospital.

Someone had restricted my birth records.

Someone had instructed people to keep my identity unchanged.

And now I knew something else.

There was a woman who had held me when I was born.

A woman my family didn't want me to find.

I returned to my room and locked the door.

Then I looked at the photograph again.

The woman holding the baby had a small mark near her left wrist.

A crescent-shaped scar.

I zoomed in with my phone.

There was something hanging from her neck.

A silver pendant.

My stomach dropped.

I reached beneath my shirt.

My fingers found the pendant I had worn for as long as I could remember.

The same shape.

The same tiny crescent.

I stared at it.

Then at the photograph.

My hands began to shake.

There was no way.

No possible way.

Unless—

A notification appeared on my phone.

Unknown number.

One message.

STOP LOOKING FOR YOUR BIRTH RECORDS.

I stared at it.

Another message arrived.

THE WOMAN IN THE PHOTOGRAPH ISN'T THE ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED.

Then a final message.

ASK YOUR MOTHER WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE YOU WERE GIVEN HER NAME.

I couldn't breathe.

Before I was given her name.

Her name.

Not my name.

Her name.

I looked at the bedroom door.

For the first time, I wondered whether Amaria had always been my name.

And if it wasn't—

then whose name had I been living under all these years?

I turned the photograph over again.

At the bottom, beneath the old handwriting, was something I hadn't noticed before.

A date.

Three days before my birth.

And underneath it, written in darker ink:

TRANSFER COMPLETE.

I stared at those two words until my vision blurred.

Someone had moved something before I was born.

Someone had changed something after I was born.

And someone was still watching me.

The worst part wasn't that my family had lied.

It was that I was beginning to understand—

they hadn't simply hidden my past.

They had built it.