cravings

Bored as hell

Stella just couldn't get over Geoffrey cause everything reminds her of him,herbed made it worse cause she kept wishing he was under her, she wanted to feel him once more ,Stella was dying inside

Her parents saw her state and allowed her to go out more this time but she couldn't cause she had nowhere to go or who to talk to outside her phone

she could only video call her best friend and just scroll up and down social media,she couldn't wait for school to begin before she died of boredom

Everyday was like torture she just kept looking outside the window admiring what she's seen since she moved in all over again

Her mum and dad just kept on complaining about her recent moods this days but she doesn't care they made her this way maybe if she had stayed back, Geoffrey wouldn't have cheated or even looked at another girl but what the f**k am I thinking?the deed is done he's definitely a cheat and he never loved me I was just deceived,social media is a crook,no Geoffrey is the crook but what's even wrong with me?

I really can't wait to start school once again before i finally run mád here in this house