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JONATHAN pov 6

I haven't seen or talked to Lesede for over a month now and my grandpa has been on my case. I just don't want to crowd or make her cry again. Haven't spoken or seen Lisa either since the night I found her with her "man". I had back to back meetings this week which is good so I didn't have to over think about my personal life. It's friday evening and I promised my mother to bring her some chocolates but I went to a cafe first for some hot chocolate. "Will there be anything else sir" asked the waitress, but before I answered I hear someone says "yes it will be, still can't help but have a cup of hot chocolate every evening ha? Addicted much?" I'm still shocked to see Lisa infront of me with the guy I saw her with that night, talking to me like we ok. "Miss Lewis and company hello". The guy sizes me up and Lisa smirks " acting like we not together I see, you know Mike doesn't mind to share do you you babe?"

She says with her hands on both our chests. "I don't think Jon here is man enough to do so, are you Jon". "Don't be like that Jon baby you and I have a good thing going, let's act like you don't know anything better yet how about we all move in together in that big house you meant to buy. Speaking of which what is it that I hear you cancelled the purchase of the house? I get you were mad but you messing with my commission for one and you promised me that house". I watched them having fun with my pain and belittling my pain and love for her. I can't believe I lost Lesede and fought my parents for this b***h. I was ready to answer when again I was cut my yet another voice "sorry I'm late I had deliveries hope you didn't wait long". Lesede came gave me a kiss on a cheek and saved me from this crazy couple. "Omg you back after all that Jon did to you, I thought you were smart but I guess not you really are desperate for his love. What makes you think he will ever love you, you have been friendzoned throughout your friendship. If he chooses you now it will only be because of rebound or settling. Damn girl I pitty you but its your funeral". I looked at Lesede trying to find words to put her at ease but my mind was blank. "You right I pathetic I've been inlove with a man who saw me as a friend and chased me away for a b***h. He is dum and clueless about love or people's characters but atlist he finally saw you for the b***h and goldigger you really are". Lesede looked at me and said "I don't think I can stomach the hot chocolate after having this bad taste, mind if we take this elsewhere". I took her arm and turned looking at the couple " you can use the ring to pay for your expenses because we over". I thought I needed to here her explanation but after what she said I know I was a fool and I except my foolishness. It is time I move on and put my life in order. Lesede and I left the coffee shop but as soon as we were out she let go and said she had things to do. I whatched her leave and got in a car and drove away. I missed her so much, I miss our late night talks and her bailing me out on every situation I got myself in to. 'How do I get you back'. I went to buy the chocolate for my mom and left to drive back home.