♡CONSTANT LOVE♡

JONATHAN pov 8

It's been over few months five to be exect, tonight is my grandparents anniversary dinner. I know for sure Lesede will be be to attend knowing how my parents and her are trying to get us married. Yes our parent have already talked about getting us married in a year by force if we don't fix things. I've been following her on her Twitter and f*******: page liking her post to show my support and that I still think of her but she didn't care.

My mom found me with a woman few weeks back when she came to my house without notice so she is also not talking to me. She says I don't deserve Lesede but she will not lose her as a daughter because I can't get my s**t in order.My life these past few months has been lonely but I numbed it with occasional, not strings attached s*x. And no girlfriend just one time boody call I don't sleep with the same girl twice. Whats worse I don't know why all these women complain about me calling the by Lesede's name. I don't trust myself when it comes to love anymore and I'm afraid I would hurt Lesede somehow. Yes I love Lesede I know that but am I inlove with her I don't know. I have pictures of her all over the house even when I was with Lisa but I had to hide them in an album in my briefcase so I could look at them when I missed her.

It was time for the dinner and I and my cousin were standing by the door of the hall of the hotel to welcome guest. My mon made all the people wear formal so I was wearing a dark blue double breasted suit with light brown shirt. I was bored with the small talk especially those asking when I'll be getting married and starting a farmily. All the guest were in just a few were still walking to the hall and I was getting ready to go take my sit when my cousin tapped my shoulder and I looked back. When I did I saw Lesede coming wearing a gold bandage dress that hugged her like a second skin, her hair was breader from the back up to form a high bun and her skin was shimmering like a siren. I have never seen her looking this beautiful before, don't get me wrong but Lesede is shy and she hides her body most of the time except when she is at home. Now she dressed up to looking like gad I couldn't even find someone to compare her to.

"Hi girl, took your time I see" said my cousin next to me. "Sorry I was waiting for him to pick me up, sorry are we that late?". Thats when I noticed the him he has been talking of, a guy that was holding her waist greeted us and I got angry for no reason. "Your sit is next to me in the family table, mom and grandma's orders" I said taking her hand living the guy the with my cousin. Lesede didn't fight me and I was happy for that but I also knew that the time to second guess myself and not trusting my feeling for her because of my past with Lisa was over. She took her sit next to me and I saw our parents at us and an idea popped up. Her mom I heard her mom saying to my mom that's the man her husband was thinking to marry my Lesede to. Ha, like I would let him have her.

The dinner started and presents and congratulations were said. Then Lesede's father said he has an announcement to make since we all knew each other we were all acquainted. "Tim will you please stand up so they ca see you, you to Lesede. I would like to let you know I have found a perfect man for my daughter to marry and he is right". I cut him off "Me, Lesede and I are ingaged". I took Lesede's hand to my while poeple were confused grandma took her ring of and gave me under the table and I slipped it in Lesede's finger. Talk about fate it fit perfectly, I knew Lesede wouldn't say anything I knew she wouldn't make a joke of me infront of people. Was she going to be pissed after yes and I was ready for that as long as everyone including that man knew she was mine. I'll take her anger after but I needed to get her drunk tonight and make her mine in every way possible and I'll need my cousin for that better yet grandpa.