♡CONSTANT LOVE♡

JONATHAN pov 9

I gave my cousin and grandpa a list of things to toast to and to include Lesede and me on them. The toast kept coming and she had no choice but to except them. I didn't want her drunk, I just wanted her to show me what everyone has been telling me.

She got up and said she was going to the bathroom with my cousin. After few minutes she was walking back to the table when that Tim guy took her by her waist to the dance floor and she swayed to him. I was beyond fuming and when I was getting up to get her grandpa stopped me by asking some irrelevant questions. I was answering but my eye still on them. When I saw her dance loosening her body and grinding on him I lost it. I left grandpa I heard his laughter from behind and I didn't care all I knew this guy was touching whats mine. I cut in and she leaned in my chest her hands around my waist. She was drunk but knew who I was. "You really never saw me as someone you could love could you?"She asked looking down, I tipped her head to look at me. "I was a fool and I was also scared to mess up our friendship. I know I was stupid looking for love elsewhere when you were right here in front of me. I was blind baby please give me a chance, give us a chance. Marry me, tommorrow because I can't stay away from you anymore. I've tried fooling myself thinking I don't miss or love you, please let me show you my love. Be on the receiving end of my love for a change. Will you marry me". I went down on my knees on that dance floor.

"How can I trust you with my love, let alone with my life after what you did to me and our friendship". She was crying looking straight at me it is now that I know how much I've hurt her and f****d up. "Give me a chance to make it up to you for the rest of our lives". She went down to my height and said " I will hold you to what you said today and just so you know forever is a very long time". I pulled her to me and kissed her so possessively and we got up, took her purse and my keys and left the venue.

When we got to my place she was already asleep or so I thought because when I came back from taking a cold shower she was lying across the bed with only pink lace thong no bra and my shaft shoot up like I didn't just took a cold shower.

The last time we were friend I knew she was a virgin but now I didn't know after almost three years, not that it matters.

I went to her and kissed her like I was possessed. Her skin was so soft, I didn't want to untangle the bun so I can eccess her long neck. She smelled the same as I remembered her. I left love bites all over her neck down to her chest to mark her I guess. I just wanted her to wake up and see that she was mine. I sucked her n*****s like it was the sweetest thing I've ever tasted or maybe it was. My fingers were already inbetween her thighs unfolding her folds without taking her thong of and boy was she wet. I put one finger in the testing how she would react and she was a moaning mess. I put a second finger and she fell apart even before I did anything. "Are you sure about this, I can try to hold on until tomorrow after our wedding". "Are you having second thoughts". She was scared I'd change my mind about marrying her and it broke my heart because I would never play with something so serious. I will have to work hard to reassure her and prove my love to her. "I will always be your as much as you will be mine forever, not even the heaven's can separate us my love. Never again". I pushed my shaft in her and so she was holding her breath and that told me she was still untouched she waited for me and watched me with other females around her keeping her feeling hidden. I felt so guilty at that moment but I wasn't going to mess up her first time with this feeling now. I work extra hard to love her and make up for all the hurt I caused her. "It will hurt at first but I promise you will feel good after my love ok". She nodded and our eyes locked while I pushed in and it was not easy even with her being wet. She was so tight and I was going raw with no condom. Today we were going to make a baby and tomorrow we were getting married. When I got to where her virginity breaks I kissed her to muffle her screams. After sometime she relaxed and repped her legs around my waist letting me no the pain was gone. I have never felt this way even for Lisa and I loved Lisa. I knew Lesede was my future and forever. We made love until the early morning.