his thoughts flood me. his emotions came at me.. First Chris wanted know what I was doing here. who I was . they don't get too many new people here. then he focused on me talking to Leah. jealousy was there.ever since the first ti.e he seen Leah he wanted her for himself. but that prick Matt got to her first. then it went to anger. he thought Leah should be talking to to him instead. Chris actually thought he was better then me. I snicker. what a joke. then his thoughts became darker. how he wished last night would of happened. Chris thought that he would of shown her who the better man was once he got done with her. Leah wouldn't want Matt anymore. she would want his c**k instead.then the last thought. maybe I'll just show her with/or without Matt around. she walks home late at night from work every night. it would be perfect to grab her and show her who should own her. it took all I had not to walk over to him and snap his neck. I close my eyes cause I feel them start to glow.i breathe in deep and sigh. is every guy in this town an evil rapists. I thought small towns were suppose to be boring where. othing happens. and own her really. what does he think she is a slave? one thing is certain Leah is not safe from harm. too many men have too .any evil thoughts here. they think that she would want to be there's after an attack like that?. then his thoughts became loud and clear. if I take her tonight and f**k her knock her up then she will have to be with me. I quickly left to pace out in front of the bar. I. goi g to kill him. I'm going to kill him. kill him slow. if I don't she will never be safe . he will come for her . and now that Matt is missing he will see this as his sign to take her. I can't allow that . so he dies. as I'm thinking this the entisapation grows. my eyes glow red.almost black.every fiber wants to rip him apart.to feel the blood spray my face.to feel my ski. soak the blood in. the need to kill is overwhelming. Leah comes bursting out the door and up to me. are you OK? judas, talk to me. please. then she stills when she sees my face . my once blue eyes now replaced with glowing dark red ones.why did you walk out so quickly? because . I could hear his thoughts.. who's thoughts judas?. Chris. he wants you.he wants to kiddnP you tonight and rape you.for several days. he wants to get you pregnant . because in his warped mind he thinks you will be forced to be with him if your pregna nt.be thinks you would leave Matt if that happened.he thinks he would ow. you like you were some kind of slave . like your some kind of property.and like you would ever carry his child. what is it Leah? what is it about you that turn men into monsters. Leah gives me a hurt look. now I know I f****d up..shit. Leah I didn't mean. it that way. I don't think it's your fault. it isn't your fault. please I'm sorry.thats not what I ment.. she gives me a cold hard stare.then what did you mean ? I ment it as your special. special enough to drive men to the point of insanity. take me for instance. I already killed for you. and I barely know you. I put my finger under her chin and lift her head up to look at me . the minute she stares at me I no longer want to kill. the anger I felt is gone. then I say I want to know you though. her face softens. I think your someone worth k owing Leah. tears well up in her eyes. thank you Jude. Jude? I say. yes, Jude you know short for judas. a nickname? she gave me a nickname?. I can't lie . that is cute that she did that. no o e has been as ki d to me as you. I'm pulled from my thoughts when she says this. you deserve the best Leah. a tear runs down her cheek and I catch it. it soaks into my skin. I see her memories . her emotions . they flood me. how she cares for her mom . how she does charity work . she is kind to animal. she loves children and they lo er her back. how she really cares about everyone she meets . how she gi es the homeless man a lunch on her way to work . she is an amazing person. none of this should be happening to her. and come hell or high water I'll make sure it doesnt. no man will touch her. she is worth saving. she touches my hand. I feel the warmth go thru my whole body . it catches me by surprise . no o es touch has ever felt good before . the only rush I get from human is there blood. I've had lovers from vampires I turned. but none of them have had this type of effect before. the kind of effect that she just had on me just now. in that moment I wanted her. to feel her whole body entangled with mine.i wanted her to want me just as much. but she never will. she sees me only as a killer. she will never want me that way. and in a flash those thoughts were gone. I buried them so they wouldn't show on my face. I'm fine Leah. I'm just thinking about how to keep him away from you is all. you don't need to protect me judas. I'm not a child or a weakling. then she storms off and goes inside. yes leah you do . I don't go inside after her . she needs to cool down and so do I. I need to hunt before the bar closes. off I go to the forest. hopefully I can find a deer in time.
2 am comes around and now that I've feed I come. ask to the park and wait in the shadows. I watch the bar. watching the stragglers stumble out and leave in many directions I watch Chris and his buddy leave. he gets in his car and drives off. Leah and the waitress Lori are the only ones there now. 230 Lori leaves with her husband and Leah is left alone to lock up. and walk home. I feel her. I feel her fear roll off her. so much that I can taste it. her heart rate is fast . she is scared. as she starts to walk home and keep watch in the shadows from a distance. I'll be glad when she no longer has threats.
Leah
I lock the bar door. this is the part I've been dreading all night what if Chris comes back. I should of never blown up at judas . I wish he was here to walk me . but tomorrow I'll be driving my mother's car. it will be to get to if I'm in a car with the doors locked. yes , no more walking for me. I keep looking thru the dark. panic sets in and I pick up the pace.the darker it gets the more I panic.
hello Leah. I still . I stop in my tracks. too scared to mo e. it's Chris. oh no. such a nice night for a walk wouldn't u say? my heart earth is heard loudly thru .my head .um yes it is a nice night .how are you Leah. I hear him but I can't see where he is .we didn't get to talk much at the bar tonight.who were you talking to. his name is judas . he isn't from here. he was asking about lodging and where good places are to eat. oh seems like you knew him more then that from a far. no I don't k ow him . and he left after I told him what he needed to k ow. Chris comes into view.
yes I guess he did. so how are you and Matt doing? fine I reply. you know it never .are sense . you and Matt that is. I e always thought you deserved alot better. Chris begins to circle me. someone to treat you better.you do know he is seeing Megan behind ur back right. I am well aware of the other woman . I said coldly. hmmm.im shocked that you know about her. did she tell you? cause Matt has gone out of his way to keep that trailer trash a secret. no she didn't tell me. neither did Matt. but I'm not stupid . I knew he had to be seeing another woman . so I followed him one night. seen with my own eyes . but thank you Chris for telling me. ur a true friend. and thank you for confirming that it had been going on for awhile. that I wasn't for sure about. now I can dump Matt and .ove on with my life for good and not feel guilty for doing so.. but if u see him him before I do please don't tell him . I want to be the o e to do it in person. that reminds do me . did u try to call him again . I tried a couple times but no answer. I would dump him on voice mail but that seems a little harsh even for a cheater. no I didn't get ahold of him.then Chris smiles . I'm glad your beginning to see the light. yes I e been seeing it for awhile now . I say. well Chris I need to to get home my mother is waiting on me.i need to make sure she doesn't need changed or food . make sure she takes her pain meds.. then I need to go to bed . I have to be up early for her. . make her breakfast and other things. such as showering ect. ahh yes I forgot what a Saint you are. for taking care of ur mother. I'm not a Saint Chris. she is .y mother it's my duty to be there for her and take care of her like she did me when I was younger.thats what family does. yes I suppose ur right.you know . you would make a very good mother. I stiffen and my. lood runs cold like someone dumped ice water straight into my veins. I look at him and say yes but that is a very long time away from now. it might happen sooner then u thi k he stays. I stiffen again. he then walks away from me. see you very soon Leah.