ALPHA XANDER'S POV "Let me help you," I lowered my voice, willing it to come out soft. The fear that flashes through my mate's eyes hurts more than the daggers that b***h had piercing every part of my body. The worst part is I know I deserve it, I've been an asshole to her. I let my ego and pride blind me so much that I almost killed her. I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself had anything happened to her. There were a lot of things I could have done differently from the first time I met her, just looking at her, you could see the white in her, the pure innocence. That was probably what drove the darkness in me mad. A gift so pure was given to us, and the first reaction we had to that was to ruin it. Because that is what I do, I ruin things. We are f****d up and didn't know how to t

