Scarred obsession

Chapter 11: Confession

I woke up the next morning feeling better than I had for a while, my head was on Jonah's chest, my arm wrapped around his torso and my legs were across his groin. I stretched, my legs rubbed on Jo's second head, making him grow. He groaned and rubbed his eyes, I tried rolling off him but he held me in place. His lips were on my head, his hand was rubbing my back.

"Don't leave." He mumbled.

"I have to work Jo."

"Tell 'em you have your heat."

"Then tell them I have it again in a few days, when I actually get it?" 

"Exactly." He said as he rolled on top of me.

(Reya: Garrison I'm gonna be in late, Jonah is trapping me with his largeness.)

(Garrison:Take your time hun.)

(Reya: Okay.)

I sighed and relaxed under Jonah cutting the mind-link, I was about to close my eyes when Jonah moved around a bit, then crawled between my legs. I opened my eyes, as he entered me, I moaned at the same time as him. 

"Is this how you like it?" He asked while he pounded himself into me fast and hard.

"Yes Daddy." I moaned. My body began shaking and I held back my orgasm, i held it back so long it began to become painful.

"c*m Kitten." I released and the high I hit was bigger than any the previous night. I felt Jonah unload in me and I panted due to the heat between our bodies. I looked up at my handsome mate, who's eyes were clouded over. I growled at Hudson, the only one who would dare call him this early in the morning. I climbed out from under my mate and grabbed us both clothes for a shower. I turned on the water and washed away the smell of s*x, I used my favorite coconut and lavender soap with coconut shampoo and conditioner. I was almost done by the time Jonah clambered in. 

"What did Hudson want?" I knew I sounded annoyed when he laughed at me.

"He wants to go over some paperwork." He said amused. "Someone doesn't sound too happy about that."

"I'm not, if I'm gonna be late to the shop I should get more than one round." I growled. As soon as I said that I was lifted into Jonah's arms he set me on his c**k while he was standing and he f****d me hard and fast right there. When he was done he set me down and I washed my body again.

"That better Kitten?"

"Much better Daddy." I purred. He laughed and wrapped me in his arms. He kissed my forehead then we got out, brushed our teeth, got ready for our day apart. I put on a white t-shirt with a red sports bra, I pulled on a pair of white jean shorts with white underwear underneath them. I brushed my cocoa-brown hair and pulled on a pair of black ankle socks then made my way to the kitchen and grabbed an apple. An Omega named Ivy walked in the front door and walked into the kitchen.

"Morning Ivy." I said kindly, I knew people made fun of her for her weight. She was a bit chunky, but she was only 14, she hadn't even shifted for the first time yet.

"Good morning Reya!" She said excitedly.

"How is school?" I said making small talk while waiting for Jonah.

"It's the same." She said meekly. I knew she hated school as I did, and for similar reasons, body issues.

"I understand dove, so I know this is icky, but the bed actually needs changing today, the red sheets are in the laundry from last night. Everything else is as usual." I said I reached into my pocket and pulled out a twenty. "For the extra you have to deal with today dove." 

"No need Reya, you both pay me too much as it is. Your house is usually spotless." She said holding up her hands.

"Take it, get yourself a new movie or something." I said shoving it in her front pocket. I winked as I walked to the door and put on my worn converse. I grabbed my helmet and walked out behind Jonah, I climbed on the bike behind him and purred with the engine as per usual. I held him tightly as he drove me to the shop, I climbed off the bike and pulled off my helmet. Jonah pulled his off and pulled me down to his lips giving me a quick kiss before putting his helmet back on and heading to the pack house. I walked in the back room and got changed. The day dragged on and when I was on lunch I changed and cleaned my hands with the Gojo. I walked out to the shop floor to see Chris and Lani talking to Garrison. I walked over and Lani tilted her head looking at me curiously. Her face lit up as Chris scowled, I knew they could smell Jonah on me.

"Ooo it finally happened!" Lani squealed. "Tell me everything!"

I put on a devilish smirk. "Everything." I said. Chris laughed while Lani glared.

"Anyway, Rey can you and Jonah come over for dinner tonight? Hudson, Stella and Kane are going to be there and we wanted you guys to pop in. Please?" Chris asked.

(Reya: Hey Jo, do you wanna pop in for dinner at my parents place tonight?)

(Jonah: I was just about to ask you kitten.)

(Reya: It's up to you love.)

(Jonah: Sure, I'm sure Papa Kane would love to see his favorite child.)

(Reya: Hell yeah he would!)

(Jonah: Get back to work. Love you Kitten)

(Reya: Love you too, Jo)

"Yeah we'll stop in dad." I said before a little girl came running around the corner.

"My jeep wont start!" She screamed. 

"Show me." I said seriously. She ran from the garage and I followed her to a house just down the block, our little village was set up like that of a real town, we even had a few humans living among us. Most of them were supernatural enthusiasts who didn't know fact from fiction. The little girl was standing in her driveway next to a hot pink jeep with purple wheels. 

"Try and turn it on for me." She hopped in it and when she turned the plastic key the engine tried to turn on, but it wouldn't. "I think the battery is dead." I said. The little girl began to cry. "I can fix it little one." I said taking her hand and crouching down to her level.

"But if it's dead it cant be brought back!" She cried. 

"Your right. I can't bring the battery back, but I can get you a new one. And your jeep will be like brand-new."

"Y-y-you can?" Her little green eyes were glistening with tears, I wiped one away and nodded my head.

"Yes I can." She wrapped me up in her tiny little arms and i hugged her back. 

"Thank you car lady." She said. I laughed and pulled back.

"Call me Reya." I said taking her hand.

"I'm Taylor." She giggled. 

"Well Taylor I have to go back to the shop, how about I take your jeep with me and fix it there."

"Can I come and watch?" She was doing a small bouncy dance.

"Of course, now hop in the driver's seat you need to steer!" I said with a mock seriousness.

"Okay!" She giggled as she hopped in her driver's seat. I pushed her back to the shop where Garrison, Lani and Christian were waiting. I pushed the jeep into one of the spots where we fix cars,  pulled out her battery and found another one laying on the shelf, I hooked it up, with Taylor's supervision and we pushed it back outside. She started it up and started giggling.

"It works!" She giggled while she screamed. "Thank you Reya." She said hugging my legs.

"Your welcome little one, now go drive her around make sure she works." I watched her drive away and I sighed, I turned my attention to fixing the rest of the cars on the docket. I was so tuned out I didn't hear the roar of the motorcycle or Jonah calling my name. I was pulled out from beneath the car I was working on to see him standing over me.

"Hi." I said with a shy smile. 

"Get cleaned up Kitten we have dinner in ten." I nodded and got up and went to the backroom. I went to the sink and washed my hands and face before I pulled off my jumpsuit and shirt and threw them in the laundry pile. Then I re-washed my hands with Gojo and dried them off, I pulled on my day clothes and walked out to Jonah holding my helmet. I gave him a small smile and we got on the bike, I was lost in thought again, but I was pulled back when I felt Jonah tense. I rubbed his sides and he put the kickstand up and drove us to my parents house. We pulled up and Jonah put the kickstand down before turning her off, he took off his helmet while I dismounted. I took off my helmet and started walking to the door, but Jo grabbed my arm and spun me into him.

"Tell me whats on your mind Kitten." He said softly, he looked worried. I looked down at my feet and opened a mind-link. Then I showed him my memory of the day, how adorable little Taylor was, and most importantly how I wanted a daughter like her. I was engulfed in his warm embrace as a few tears left my eyes. 

(Jonah: I'm sorry Kitten. I wish there was a way to heal you.)

"I'll be okay Jo. It'll get better with time." I hoped. I knew it wouldn't but I had to tell myself this lie to keep from spiraling into a depression. 

"Let's go in Kitten, I'm sure they are watching us from the window." I laughed lightly as Jonah brushed my tears away. He ruffled up my hair and gave me a quick kiss before he pulled us into the house. We put our helmets down and took off our shoes in the doorway before we walked into the living room. Kane, Chris and Hudson were talking non-sense while Lani, Opal (Jonah's mom) and Stella were gossiping in the kitchen. I joined the ladies while Jonah went with the guys.

"So I think I missed my heat!" I heard Stella squeal. I wanted to turn around but Opal saw me and pulled me into a tight hug. Jonah had her Blackish-brown hair, he also had her pale beige skin.

"Reya! I am so excited that you are Jonah's mate. It's so perfect! I can't wait to see what your babies look like!" 

"MOM!" I heard Jonah growl from behind me. His mother froze and looked at us. I looked down at the ground and Jo pulled me into his chest. Everyone joined us in the kitchen to see what was going on and I decided to tell them.

"I can't have pups." I said looking at Opal and Lani. "The silver scars make my uterus too hostile for and embryo to survive." I felt the tears roll down my face as Jonah pulled me into him. I kept my sobbing as quiet as I could. 

"That's what he meant." Hudson murmered.

"What do you mean?" Jonah asked.

"He told us she could never be like her mother, he made sure of it. Do you seriously not remember that?" Hudson asked.

"I think I was too busy trying to kill him." Jonah growled. I felt my head spin as realization dawned on me. He did this on purpose, he took my chance for a family so I wasn't like my mother. He could have raised me like a daughter, but instead he wanted to ruin me. I felt my breathing quicken and my legs give out as my world went black.