Chapter 6: Cold Shadows
The next few days passed in a strange, tense silence. Vichen acted as though nothing had happened—no heated encounter, no close moment where the air between us had practically crackled with desire. He went back to his cold, distant self, as though the night in the garden had never occurred. It left me confused, unsettled, and oddly… disappointed.
I had expected him to confront me, to push further, to demand what he felt was rightfully his. But no. He resumed his usual aloof demeanor, as if he hadn’t just stood inches away from me, as though he hadn’t just whispered promises of things I wasn’t sure I wanted.
I couldn’t help but feel a twinge of disappointment. Was I not enough to make him fight for me? Was I just another pawn in his game, a piece to be moved when necessary, but discarded when it no longer served him?
Each time I saw him, he was the same—cold, calculating, the king who never allowed anyone close enough to see the person beneath. He spent his time in the palace as though I were nothing more than a fleeting thought, a piece of furniture in his world.
But it wasn’t just the lack of attention that bothered me. It was the suddenness of the change. One moment, he was almost too close, too intense, and the next, he was a ghost—silent and distant, like an impenetrable wall of stone.
I began to wonder if it had all been a game to him. Had I been just another challenge? Did he even care?
One afternoon, as I wandered the gardens—again, trying to escape the suffocating silence of the palace—I saw him. He was standing by the fountain, his back turned to me.
There was something about him that felt so… unreachable. The way the sunlight hit his dark hair, the broadness of his shoulders, the way he stood—like he carried the weight of the world on his back.
I hesitated. I hadn’t spoken to him in days. Hadn’t dared to cross his path since our last encounter. But something inside me urged me to move forward, to break the silence, to ask him what was going on.
Before I could take another step, he turned. His eyes met mine, and for the briefest moment, I thought I saw a flicker of something—something that looked almost like regret.
"Princess," he said, his voice cool, distant, as though he were speaking to a stranger. "I trust everything is to your liking here?"
I stiffened, the shock of his sudden coldness hitting me like a slap in the face.
“Is that all you have to say?” I asked, my voice coming out sharper than I intended. “You’ve been ignoring me for days, Vichen. After what happened—after you touched me, after everything, you just act like it didn’t matter?”
I expected him to react, to explain himself, but he didn’t. His face remained unreadable, and his posture never shifted.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said simply, his words colder than the breeze that was now sweeping through the garden.
My chest tightened. What was happening? Why was he acting like this?
“You’re lying,” I said, my voice breaking with frustration. “I saw the way you looked at me, and I know you felt it too.”
Vichen’s eyes softened for a split second—just long enough for me to catch my breath—but it was gone before I could understand it. “Feelings don’t matter,” he said. “Not in a marriage like ours. We’re allies, nothing more. I don’t need to explain myself to you.”
His words were like a cold, harsh wind. They cut through the last remaining strands of warmth between us, leaving nothing but emptiness. I didn’t know what to say. What could I say?
“You’re impossible,” I muttered, turning away, not willing to let him see how much his indifference hurt me.
I was about to leave, but then he spoke again. This time, his voice was softer, almost as if he were speaking to himself. “You think I don’t care, but you don’t know what it’s like, Ivory. You don’t know what it costs me to let anyone in.”
I stopped, my back to him, my heart pounding in my chest. Had I imagined it? Was that a crack in his cold exterior? Or was I simply reading into things?
But before I could turn around and say anything, he was gone. As silently as he had appeared, he vanished into the shadows, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
I stood there for a moment, trying to make sense of everything. He was confusing—torturing me with his indifference one moment, then hinting at something more the next.
I couldn't make heads or tails of him.
But one thing was certain. I wasn’t going to let him win. Not like this. I would be just as cold as he was. I would keep my distance, my heart locked away, and I would never allow him to see the weakness that stirred inside me.
I was done chasing him. If he wanted something, he was going to have to fight for it.
But as I turned to leave the garden, my heart raced—was I really ready to give up so easily?