I didn't know how much time had gone, but when I was able to calm myself, I got up and rushed outdoors. I tried to calm myself down, but my tears continued to pour; no surprise everyone were gazing at me. But I didn't give a damn what they were going to say. Despite my quivering palm, I swiftly typed my password as I got close to my room. As soon as I arrived, I sat on my bed and sobbed uncontrollably. I was sobbing like a baby, and just thinking about it reminded me of what Gavin wanted. He wanted me to carry his kid and would go to any length to make it happen. Today's meeting with Gavin kept repeating itself. I recalled his touch and kisses, and there was nothing I could do about it. I hoped I was stronger so that no one could hurt me. 'Why does it have to be like

