Chapter 7: Burn the World Quiet

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POV Dorian I should’ve stayed in the forest. I should’ve stayed away from the pull, from the echo of her heartbeat I could now feel through the damn air itself. But I didn’t. I was already halfway to her before I even realized I’d left the lodge, boots crunching over gravel, coat still damp from last night’s shift. My body moved like it had orders my mind didn’t approve. Like instinct had taken the wheel — and I was letting it drive straight into a storm. Her scent hung in the wind — sharp, bright, threaded with something bitter like panic and something rich like power. She wasn’t just waking anymore. She was opening. And every second I hesitated, the world cracked a little wider around her. I moved through town like a shadow, slipping between alleyways, avoiding eyes. Northvale was quiet this morning. Too quiet. Like the place knew something had shifted and was holding its breath. The closer I got to her dorm, the heavier everything felt. The wolf in me was pacing, teeth bared. It wasn’t about danger — it was about possession. Claim. Pull. I hated it. I craved it. I climbed the back stairs like a man who’d done it a hundred times, although I’d never been here in this form. I knew her scent. Her energy. I knew which window was hers before I saw the dim light glowing behind the curtain. My hand hovered just above the glass. Knock and warn her? Step back and vanish? Smash it open and end this? She opened the window before I could decide. Her eyes met mine without surprise. Maybe she’d felt me too. “You look like s**t,” she said. My mouth twitched. “So do you.” She stepped back, wordlessly inviting me in. I hesitated for one second. Just one. Then I entered. The room was small, plain, cluttered with books and mugs and pieces of a normal life that didn’t fit her anymore. She looked out of place in it too — barefoot, hair messy, skin pale but steady. Her eyes tracked me like a threat and a question at once. “I know,” she said quietly. “You told me not to trust anyone. But I can’t keep pretending this is normal.” “It’s not.” “You knew this was coming?” “Yes.” She nodded once. Not angry. Not afraid. “Then tell me.” I sat on the edge of the small desk, arms crossed, fighting the part of me that wanted to drag her closer, bury my face in her neck, breathe her in until nothing else mattered. She was glowing — not literally now, but close enough. Her aura pressed against mine like a tide. “You were born human,” I said, “but with a mark. Not just on your skin. In your bloodline. Your mother carried it. Your grandmother too, I’d bet. But it skips. Sometimes centuries. We call it a Lunar Conduit. It means your blood can channel the Moon’s power — not just respond to it.” “So I’m what — a battery?” “You’re a doorway.” Her face went still. “Door to what?” I shook my head. “To things we buried a long time ago.” She moved toward the bed and sat slowly, legs crossed, posture defensive. “Why me?” she asked. “Because the Moon chooses. Not me. Not you. And the Moon is older than all of this.” She studied me for a moment, like she was peeling away every layer of armor I’d ever built. “Why didn’t you tell me from the beginning?” “Because I didn’t want this.” “This what?” I didn’t answer. She pushed. “You keep showing up. Keep saving me. Keep looking at me like you’re going to say something that changes everything, and then you don’t. What are you afraid of?” I stared at her. At the curve of her neck, the pulse beneath her skin, the heat in her voice. My restraint was a thread. Fraying. “I’m afraid you’ll believe me,” I said. “And then you’ll understand what you are. And then you’ll choose it. And once you do — there’s no going back.” She stood. Walked over. And stopped just in front of me. “Maybe I already did.” Her voice was low. Steady. Not defiant — resolved. I didn’t move. “You can’t protect me from this,” she said. “I know.” “Then why are you here?” Because I wake up with your scent in my lungs. Because I dream of you every night, even when I don’t sleep. Because the moment you stepped into my forest, every instinct I’ve spent years controlling — snapped. I said none of that. Instead, I looked her in the eyes and said: “Because if I’m not, someone else will be.” “Zane?” “Or worse.” Something flickered across her face. Jealousy? Doubt? Curiosity? “You don’t trust him.” “I trust him to die for me. I don’t trust him not to want you.” She blinked slowly. “And you?” “I want to keep you breathing.” “That’s not an answer.” I exhaled. Stood. Now we were eye to eye. So close, I could feel the heat of her breath, the faint tremble in her fingers. “Don’t ask me to say it,” I said. “Because once I do, I won’t be able to unsay it. And you won’t be able to unknow it.” She didn’t back away. The silence stretched. I should’ve left. But instead, I brushed a loose strand of hair from her cheek. Her breath caught. “Your body is waking up,” I said. “But it’s your will that matters now. If you give in to this — if you let it in — there’s no halfway. You’ll feel everything. Everyone. You’ll be pulled by the pack, by the Moon, by me. And you’ll never know which voice is yours anymore.” She stepped even closer. And whispered, “Maybe I’m tired of only hearing mine.” My hands moved before my thoughts caught up. Fingertips to her waist. Light. Careful. Her eyes closed. The energy between us went electric — like the Moon blinked and we were the only ones left breathing. Then I pulled back. Hard. Turned away before I could do something I’d regret. “You need to decide what side of this you’re on,” I said, voice rough. “There are sides?” “There will be.” “I’m not a soldier.” “No,” I said. “You’re the battlefield.” She didn’t speak. Didn’t need to. The way she looked at me — not with fear, but with knowing — made it harder than anything else. “I’ll come back tomorrow,” I said. She nodded. I left. But my scent stayed. And so did the part of me I couldn’t take back. POV Beatrice He left, but he didn’t really leave. The room still smelled like him — cold air and ash and pine and something darker, warmer, deeper. My skin still hummed where his hand had barely brushed my waist, like a brand pressed just long enough to scar but not burn. I stood there for a long time after the door clicked shut, trying to find my breath and remember where my body ended and his presence hadn’t yet faded. I hated it. Not him — it. The way he made me feel like I was unraveling in real time, string by string, until I couldn’t tell whether I wanted to scream, sleep, or follow him out the window and never stop running. But what I hated more was how much of it made sense. I sat down on the edge of the bed, hands trembling, vision still blurry. I wasn’t cold, but I was shaking. Like something inside me had heard everything he said — the Moon chooses, you’re a doorway, you’re not going back — and instead of rejecting it, it had started applauding. My reflection in the mirror across the room looked back at me like a stranger. Same brown eyes, same mouth, same freckles across the bridge of my nose. But the girl in the glass was... charged. Not glowing, not dramatic. But different. Like there was a second heartbeat hiding just beneath her skin. Like her bones had grown sharp, and her thoughts had grown teeth. I touched the mirror. "Who are you?" I whispered. No answer. Because I already knew. — I tried to fight it the rest of the day. I cleaned the room. I showered. I ate cold cereal standing up. I even tried to call Lena, but her phone went straight to voicemail, and I didn’t leave a message. What would I even say? Hey, just a quick update: turns out I’m not totally human, possibly cursed by the Moon, being hunted by God knows what, and the hot guy with the terrifying presence might be a werewolf Alpha who wants to keep me alive but not too close unless he changes his mind and kisses me. Yeah. That’d go over great. Eventually I stopped pretending and opened my laptop. I pulled up everything I’d found before, but this time I didn’t skim. This time I read. Ancient texts. Fragmented myths. Obscure footnotes in supernatural theory articles. All of them circling the same idea: the Lunar Conduit wasn’t just a rare anomaly. It was a pivot point. A living link between magic and instinct, between the Moon and those it called. It said a Conduit could stir sleeping powers, awaken wolves that had gone feral, even shift the tides of a Pack’s control without a single command. It also said they didn’t live long. I closed the tab. Looked at my hand again. Still human. But the skin was too tight. The room was too quiet. My thoughts were too loud. I stood and paced. One step. Two. Three. I opened the window, let the wind in, let the world in, and still I couldn’t breathe right. Because I didn’t know where I ended and this new version of me began. Not anymore. I walked to the bathroom and lifted the back of my shirt. There it was. That goddamn mark — small, crescent-shaped, shadowed in gold. I pressed my fingers to it. Nothing happened. But I felt it. Buzzing. Alive. Claimed. I let my hand drop. "I’m not human," I said softly. And for the first time — I didn’t flinch. I didn’t cry. I didn’t fall to the floor. I said it again. Stronger. "I’m not human." And it didn’t sound like a curse. It sounded like a promise.
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