My Rascal boyfriend

Things I like when being alone.

Prologue: "I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone, it's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone." Hi, My name is Ethan Ford. As you can see I'm a troglodytes guy, I mean. A loner guy. Tho I still got my family but I don't feel them as a family at all. I don't think that the "Family" word suits mine. Just picture the worst family ever. A father whose heavy drinking. and a p********e mother. Personally, I don't care about my mother's job because she is the one who supported my dad's obsession, and sometimes she gave me money which is not enough so I have to figure out, how to survive in this cruel world at a young age.

I do not need your sympathy nor to feel bad for me. I managed to survive it independently but sometimes, I asked the moon how it feels like to be with someone. Someone that will not make you feel all alone. Someone who's there for you all the time. I just want to know the feeling of being with someone.

Chapter 1:

Do you know what's good about being troglodytes? Number one; you'll start doing things you actually enjoy. Yeah, you don't have to worry about what others think cause, their thoughts don't matter to you anymore. Secondly, You'll understand that you are good enough all by yourself cause you'll not have to expect something from anyone, self-company, try it yourself. Lastly, being troglodytes can save more energy, I do not like wasting unnecessary energy. After school, I don't hang out with anyone. I immediately go to my part-time job at the cafe near the university. My work usually ends around eight pm. Does anyone know the feeling of not wanting to go home, cause you to know, it does not make me excited because, I knew, no one would be happy to see me inside that melancholy house so I spend my three hours at the park, reading and sometimes playing mobile games before I went back home. Oh come to think of it, the reason why I do not want to be there during these hours because my mom's customer would be surely there.

However, The moon doesn't make me feel lonely. I knew the moon is always watching me through that dimmed light and the moon knew that I needed light so, the moon provided me light during my rough night and I was happy for that. If moon could talk, It'll be my first friend.