Ryan
Nothing is ever out of control. Nothing is out of my hands. I have grown up learning and believing that I am in control of the things that happen. But I've never been so unsure about something as I am right now. I went out with Philip to hunt as planned. changing or canceling my plans would have blown the whistle to whoever was watching and following us. I hate feeling vulnerable.
Perhaps part of the reason why I had decided to not blow the whistle is because I welcome the challenge. I was frustrated and pent-up with thought about my mate that I would really appreciate beating up someone right now. It was part of the reason why I chose to pretend that Philip and I knew nothing about the intruder.
Ever since meeting my mate, I have not really been out to train the warriors. I left i
