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Confession
You only came clean because I caught you and it was already too messy to deny. It was not admission of fault. It was just your decision to avoid looking any more stupid than you already are.
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WHEN I think about life, I think about its goal. For growing up under my father’s tutelage, I have come to use my senseless times in the tank, reconsidering my future life decisions and how my interference would possibly make great changes to people’s lives, only if father allowed.
And just thinking about it over and over again, I believed that I have decided for life’s goal so I could put its ghost to rest and quit dreaming that I could help others without making a bigger mess.
Ever since I have stopped believing I could make changes, I decided that life’s goal is death.
