CHAPTER 12
800 Words
♡Skylin POV♡
It felt real to hear i love you, but he has hurt me like none other ever has, i dont love him in that way he's our Beta brother. Sometimes i think we could be more but no it will be awkward.
I snapped out of my dream and hear a very loud Logan yelling and my blood ran cold, this means Ash told him what happend.
I run up to Logan's office and there they were fighting, more like Logan fighting and Asher just looking at him getting beated to pulp.
Logy stop please stop i whispered mouth like the words couldn't get out it was stuck. Both of their heads snapped to me and i began to hyperventilate due to my asthma, Logan was first at my side pleading me to calm down but i just could not, thats when Ash took over and rocked me to calm down.
All the hurt and betrayal washed over my face and onto Asher's shirt, he whispered to me i must be calm or i will get a attack but it was to late i huffed for some air and it felt like my lungs are bursting.
Next moment i felt my asthma device and the relieve of air. I sobbed and fell asleep.
I woke up screaming after i saw the same pair of eyes as my own pleading me to run in my dream. Who and what is going on, i feel a pair of hands on me but my vision is clouded of tears then i smelt coffee mixed with sandalwood scent calming down knowing is Asher.
I clutch his hoodie and then it left he's mouth the 3 words i always knew he felt for me but did not react on it.
I love you......
I looked up to him and darkness comsume me as to shock.
Selfharm ahead
When i woke up i was alone again and my heart hurted like a b***h, i stumbled to the bathroom and looked at myself playing all the events back in my head from Asher's harsh words till the s*x he had with Jolene up to him being beated to pulp.
My heart broke in trillzillion pieces, i took out my razor and began too cut my skin open not caring anymore for no one and nothing anymore.
All i want is peace and love, i kept on cutting scarring myself. I felt light like on a cloud, i heard Asher came in and yelling for Logan. Baby please dont oh FUCKKKKK NOOOO please love. I look at him and whisper that you cant love me i am not them....i slipped into darkness.
-Logan POV-
I came into that bathroom and my world stopped, it all was like slow motion Asher crying pleading holding her limb body and the motherfucking blood. I roared at him and he hands her to me. I ran to the infirmary linking Dr Rich to meet us. All the members we encountered on our way gasps and let out cries. Some pups even ran after us, Asher had to take them back.
They hooked her on a iv and wheeled her to theater to be stitched up and cleaned.
After 2 long f*****g hours they came out Dr Rich sighing and looked relieve.
She will recover but her blood vitals are very low she will need blood transfusion every day for 2 weeks.
Let her rest Alpha please, we must get a psychologist to talk to her, that cuts were made out of pure hate or anger Alpha, shoot maby both. But never the less she must speak to someone.
Thanks doc i said and went to her bed.
Hey sis, you just take it easy there stitch all is oky you hear me and i broke down.
Fuck how could this happen? My lovely baby sister and here she is broken and sad.
Asher i linked him and he came rushing, Alpha is she....
She's going to be fine beta i sneered at him and he flinches at my tone and words.
Why the f**k did you do this? You love her but yet here we are you f**k.
I could not contain Damon and he pushes Ash against the wall telling him, if you ever just breath near her again i will personally cut of your d**k and feed it to you inch by inch got it?
Now f**k off!
I calmed down and fell asleep in the chair with her hand in mine, my little sister who i almost lost again......
-SKYLIN ATTEMPTED SUICIDE BUT IS OKY SHOOOO.
-LOGAN IS NOT A HAPPY BROTHER RATHER A SNAPPY ONE.
-ASHER FEELS LIKE A DIRT BALL.
-ALPHA AND BETA FIGHTS, OH NO.
-JUST LOVE FOR HER.
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